chapter 21

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Alecs P.O.V

After I saw the painful scene of Magnus and Clary I've gone numb .  I dont feel nything anymore , like how im going against this moloch demon and i dont feel myself dying but I can see it .I know if I die sebastian won't bring me back yes i have teamed up with him ut im not important enough to keep alive in his plan . 

HE WONT EVEN TELL ME HIS PLAN !!!!!

While im taking my last breaths all I think of is Magnus .  HIs sandlewood bathroom neccitess and his glitter all of his glitter  .  I feal my bond wiht JAce brekaing and I know hes in pain . I hope him and CLary live through the plan i might not know it but I know those two are the main attraction . 

Well the real questionj is when aren't they .  Jace got all of the attenition growing up , He's are most valued shadowhunetr .  Clary has a power , it's he rbrother , she stole jace , she's the one thats always getting us in messes . 

UGGH

why am I thinking like this I love both of them .  I'm actually hoping I die Sebastian made me drink from the cup but i barely swallowed anything so it didnt affect me to much just enough to have the powers and hate people but I still don't have to do what sebastian orders the army .

NOw your all probably like well why did you turn on your loved ones ? Well Sebastian can kill Magnus any minute he wants so me being the one who fell in love with a warlock decided that I can't le thim die .  But I was told if I told anyone that he would kill Jace,Magnus,Izzy and Church in front of me .

He wouldn't even killed me he had to go to my family . The only reason why he didn't say my parents is because that was valentines call if I behaved they lived.  So am I still the bad guy I hope not but my wound hurts like a b1tch . 

Right when I think I'm about to die I hear the voice that made me fall in love .  I couldnt understand his words but right before I was about to take my last one I spoke all that I need to .

"I love you magnus"

and with that I blacked out .

Magnus P.O.V

I was in the safe house with the shadowhunters who are paying me now .I was pouring my coffee when i heard Jace cry out in pai and holding were his parabti ruin is . "Jace what's wrong " Izzy screamed 

"Alec he's hurt " he said through gritted teeth . My heart skipped a beat Alec my Alec well he used ot be my alec is hurt in pain dying taking his last breaths .

I ran into his room knowing there's little time left for him .  I grabbed his watch that I gace him for our 1 month anniversery and put a tracking ruin on it . I hope this works so much . I got a lead and made a portal I dont care if this is a trap I need ot see him .  I was going to make things right agian I hope hes not in pain . 

But my wish was not granted when I got through the watery portal i saw alec in pain . This made my heart brake a little .

" Alec your ok youll be okay keep breathihng keep your eyes open come on alec i fogive you " i screamed while working on him .

all i heard before i heard his heart stop is "I love you magnus"

" I love you to i forgive you pleace alec " i began to cry . No i have to be strong theres still achance for him. I couldnt get him stable no matter what i did . I took him in my arms and walked back thorugh the portal . I looked around the room to see there expressions . " I tryed everything ... Isabel can I tlak to you "

she nodded her head and followed me into one of the guest rooms .

"Isabel im giving you my mortality to be wiht simon I cant live without alec and i want to be wiht him."

her face changed so many times from grateful to hocked to fear . " dont do anything youll regret ." she said looking at me suspiciouly 

" im not "

" so your saying the reason you two broke up is over your immatility and know your giving it up yes I am, gratefule but really magnus "

" im so sorry " I started doing the spell im ready to die ive lived for so long but i cant live wihtout magnus and im sad to say i just wasted precious time for us .  But i will be wiht you in alec and i will love you anywhere .

wiht that done i took the closest object to me and stabbed myself this is my end.

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