The New Girl of One Direction

Chapter 4

WARNING: SELF HARM

SYDNEY'S POV:

"SYDNEY!!" I hear Louis's happy voice say. "Hi Louis!" I say, just as happy. And I was really happy, until I saw the look Harry was giving me. My face dropped, and Louis saw. He must of noticed I was looking at Harry because he said "Oh just ignore him. He has been like that ever since the breakup. Ill tell you more in the tour bus ok?" "Uh..a-are right?" It sounded more like a question then a statement though.

"Hi Syd! Is it ok if I call you that?" Liam says, walking up to me and Louis. "Yeah! Everyone calls me that, oh and hey." "Here, let me take your things." Liam says, while grabbing my bags. "Thanks."

"Come on Sydney! I want to show you the bus!" Louis says while grabbing my hand. He starts pulling me on to the bus without a response. I step in, and all I can say is a quiet "woah." "I know right? It's pretty cool, but the bunks are small, and really close together. Oh and just a warning, you won't get much privacy. 5 boys and 1 girl? Not that good of a mix. But we'll make it work!" Louis rambles. At the moment we were standing in the 'kitchen' area of the bus. Then there is sorta living space, with a round couch and a recliner. In the middle of the room is a small coffee table, and a huge TV is on the wall. On the couch eating a bag of crisps, is Niall. "Hello Niall! Nice to see you again." I say. "Yeah, you too." He responds before turning on the TV. "Come on Syd, let me show you the bunks."

He then pulls me into a small hallway, but instead of a blank wall, there are 6 bunks, 3 on on each side of the hallway. "Mine is the top on the right, Harry is under me, and under Harry is Liam. On the left, Zayn is on top, then you will be in the middle, and Niall on bottom. Suddenly we hear a loud snore coming from the top bunk on the left. And sure enough, there's Zayn, sleeping away. "I have an idea." Louis says with a smirk on his face. He runs past me into the kitchen and grabs a large cup, fills it with ice water, and runs back to the bunks. "I suggest standing back." He says, and I step back out of the hallway, but I can still see what Louis is doing. That's when he pours it all over Zayn.

"WHAT THE F- oh hey Sydney! LOUIS I SWEAR IM GOING TO KILL YOU!" Zayn screams, running after Louis, who was taking off towards the kitchen. I was on the floor laughing so hard! "You are right Sydney?" I hear Liam say, coming up behind me. "Y-yeah!" I say, trying to catch my breath. "You better be getting used to that." Liam says sarcastically. "I don't wanna! It's to funny!" Then Liam and I both start laughing. By this time Zayn had tackled Louis to the floor. Niall was laughing hysterically also. That's when Harry get on the bus. "Will you all shut up?!" He yells. Everyone freezes. "Especially you Sydney," he spats my name, "your laugh is annoying and giving me a headache." Harry then almost knocks me over getting to his bunk.

"Ignore him Syd." Liam says, then hugs me. "Are you ok?" I hear Louis say.

"Um..yeah. Im going to go clean up? Liam, where did you put my stuff?"

"On your bed. You sure your ok? That was a pretty harsh thing to say, and I'm sorry for his attitude."

"No, no I'm fine, and don't worry about it. His attitude is not your fault." I say, then head off towards my bunk to grab something I haven't used in a while, my razor. I know Harry is right there in his bunk, but I say nothing and hope he didn't see what I grabbed. Even though Louis didn't show me the bathroom, its quite easy to find. I lock the door, remove my many bracelets, and drag the razor across my wrist lightly. When I do this, I feel so in control. Knowing that my life is in my hands. People probably think I'm such a attention seeker, when he made that comment, it struck a cord. I mean, he was one of the reasons I stopped for the most part.

After I glide the razor over my wrist a couple more times, I clean my self up, and open the door with tears streaming down my face. 'I hope none of the boys see me.' I think. I guess Lady Luck is not with me tonight because I run smack dab in to a very tall, curly headed boy.

HARRY'S POV:

I could hear her crying from the bathroom. What a baby. 'You need to apologize' my brain says. No, I don't. Because I could fall for her. Oh wait, I are ready have. And I've are ready ruined my chances with her because I'm a selfish prick. Nice going Harry. I need to pee. She needs to hurry. I go to stand and wait for her to finish up, when she walks out and smacks into me. I look down at her, and see tears streaming down her face and have a urge to hug her, and say I'm sorry, but I don't.

"Sorry." Sydney says, barley a whisper. She brushes past me, and I hear her say goodnight to the rest of the boys. I see her one last time climbing into her bunk, and closing the curtain. I finish up in the bathroom, and go to my own bunk falling asleep, thing of Sydney.

IM SORRY ITS SUCKS!!! PLEASE VOTE!! I love you all.

~Syd