The New Girl of One Direction

Chapter 19

SYDNEY'S POV

It's Wednesday, and the week had been going absolutely amazing up until today. Harry had went out on a morning jog, and me being lazy I didn't go. He usually comes back in time for dinner, but he didn't come back till after lunch. When he did finally come in, I barley even got a hi before he was in the shower, dressed, and gone. 'He must be meeting up with a old friend.' I thought. When he got home, which was around 2AM, he was pissed.

"Harry, what happened?" I asked.

"L-Louis, you are never-" *hiccup* "going to believe who I m-met this morning." He slurred. He thinks I'm Louis. "Who?" I asked. "R-rose! You know, that suuuuuper hot chick that I used to go to school with? Awe man Louis, s-she has gotten soooo f-fit." That's when my heart dropped. "Is-is that who you were with Harry?" I ask.

"Yeah! M-mate, she is one hell of a party girl! Oh and g-guess what else we did." He says sorta childlike.

"What?" My voice was horse, and I was on the brink of tears. I kinda saw what he said next coming.

He sloppily motioned for me to come closer. When I did, he whispered in my ear, "We fucked. She is soo good in b-bed!" Harry burst out in a fit of laughter, but I just froze. The tears spilled, and ran down my face. I was angry, yet sad. I've only ever felt this way once before, and it was when I found out what happened to mum.

"Lou bear?" Harry asks. "Y-Yeah?" I barley manage out. "Will you take me to bed?" "Yeah." I help him stumble up the stairs, and into bed. His eyes close immediately, but he's not asleep. "Louis, you smell like Sydney. Did you know I love her? I do, with all my heart. She everything to me, and I can't see myself without her." That's when he falls asleep. I lay down next to him, wondering if he really meant what he said, then fall into a fitful sleep.

~*THE NEXT MORNING*~

I wake up with a awful headache, and my face and pillow tear stained. All the memories come flooding back. Harry actually cheated on me. I turn in bed and realize Harry is not there, but there is a note.

"Went out for breakfast, don't know when I will be back.

Harry." Is what is said.

He actually left, again. I get up and head to the shower, where I let the tears flow. What if he doesn't love me anymore? What is he leaves me. I don't know what I would do without him. I finish my shower, get dressed, and head downstairs where Anne is making breakfast, Gemma is at the counter talking to her, and Robin is in the living area watching TV. "Good morning Sydney!" Anne says happily. "Morning." I try my best to sound happy, but I can tell by the look on Anne and Gemma's face that I failed. "Where is Harry?" Gemma asks. "He uh..went out to breakfast with a old friend." I say, looking down in shame.

"Oh. Do you know who?" Gemma questions.

"Some girl named Rose I think." The look Gemma and Anne have tells me that they have herd the name before. "Has Harry mentioned her before?" I ask. They look at each other as if they really don't want to say what they know, but Anne speaks up. "It's one of Harry's ex's from school. Im sure he's just catching up with her." Anne reassures. I nod my head. "I think I'm going to lay down for a bit, not feeling well." I say while sheepishly pointing my thumb towards the stairs.

As I begin to walk up the stairs, I hear them talking.

"I hope he isn't fooling around with her again." Gemma says.

"Me too. Sydney doesn't deserve that." Tears begin to rush down my face as I make it to the top of the stairs. I throw myself onto the bed, breathing Harry's scent in while trying to hide the sobs until I slowly fall back to sleep.

~*LATER*~

I woke just as Harry was pulling up into the drive way. I quickly hop up, change, and try to make it look like I haven't been crying. I rush down, only to be greeted by a soft 'hi.' When I go to hug him, he completely rejects me, and Anne notices. Im so embarrassed. "How was your day?" I ask Harry quietly.

"Good. Im going upstairs." He says coldly. "Ok." I barley whisper. A stray tear runs down my cheek, but he doesn't even notice because he is on his phone. Anne comes over, pulling me into a hug. "It's going to be ok Sydney, I promise. That girl is nothing but trouble." She says. I nod.

"Im going to try and talk to him." I say. Once I reach the door,cool knock. "Come in." When I walk in, he is sitting on the bench by the window, on his phone.

"I missed you today." I didn't even notice it was dark out until now. "Mhmm." Is all I get back. I go and sit across him on the bench, and reach out and touch his knee.

"Who ya talking to? Im not trying to be nosy, you don't have to tell me." I say. He move his knee out from under my touch. "That's right, I don't have to tell you." He says coldly. Where this mean Harry come from? "Im going to bed. Goodnight."

"I love you." I say hopefully.

"Yup." Is all he says before flopping down on the bed and falling asleep. I climb into bed next to him, and just lay there staring at the ceiling.

*~A FEW DAYS LATER*~

I can't take this anymore. I know we leave tomorrow, but I just can't stand being around Harry when I know he wants to be with her. He doesn't look at me, or touch me, hell he barley even says anything to me. I never thought my relationship with Harry could be over so soon. I've decided to go to a hotel in London near the airport where we will be taking off towards the United States. When I turn to leave Harry's room, I notice a news story on the TV. "IS HARRY STYLES CHEATING?" Is what it read. Pictures on the TV showed Harry holding hands, kissing, and laughing with who I'm guessing is Rose. She is so much more beautiful than me. Tan, tall, and just beautiful. I pause it on a picture of them kissing, and lean a letter to Harry up against the TV. A tear rolls down my face as I walk out of the room. Thank god everyone elves is asleep, except for Harry who is out again. As I'm walking towards my ride, a unfamiliar car pulls up to the house. I see Harry is the passenger seat lean over to kiss the same girl I saw on the TV. As he turns to get out, he spots me, a look of surprise covering his face. He begins to rush over to me, but I quickly get into the car with my bags. "Go! Fast!" I tell the driver. As we drive away, Harry starts running after the car, but gives up. I turn to see him on his knees on the sidewalk with his face in his hands. Tears rush down my face as I inch away from the person I love.

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MKAY FOR THE NEXT CHAPTER I NEED 3 VOTES AND COMMENTS! I WANT TO KNOW WHAT YOU GUYS THKNK! I know this story has been horrible lately. Im gonna try to write more. When school starts, I will actually have more time to write..so yeah:) if you have ideas, message me! I could always use the help. Love you all:)

~Syd