Hello again!! (Janoskians Fanfic)

37 aKira's explanation

A/ n seriously thank you guys so much for the 1.7k reads!! I can't even explain how happy I am right now. I'm so grateful guys. Anyway here is chapter 37 enjoy : ) x

Hannah's P. O. V:

Kira and I decided to go back to my house, Harry and I exchanged numbers and promised that we would hang out sometime. Ronnie drove us home. We went inside and sat in the couch and I was still in my dress. I invited all the boys (even Jai even though he was the last person I wanted to see), Caitlin and Danielle over. Caitlin and Beau were the first to arrive. They knocked on the door and I answered. "Go to the living room" I smiled at them. They walked into the living and I followed closely behind them. Caitlin screamed as she saw Kira sitting in the couch and Beau looked so shocked, I knew that the rest of them would have a similar reaction as Beau. Finally everybody else arrived and they were all as shocked as Beau, Caitlin and I when we saw Kira. Kira sat there on the couch looking at us. We sat there in silence for what seamed like forever. I glanced over at Luke, tears kept steaming from his eyes and down his face. Jai was holding Luke up like Luke had done for Jai when I was going to the recovery center. Kira looked at all us once more "I think it is time that I gave all of you an explanation"she looked at all of us and then back to the ground. We all looked at her and nodded. " Well last year I broke up with my boyfriend Derek. He texted me when Hannah and Jai were in the hospital and said that he saw me with Luke and if I didn't go back to him he would hurt all of you. I knew that he meant what he said, he is very dangerous. I have a twin sister Maya, she had really bad cancer and didn't want to go through all of the pain and trouble of chemo. I told her what Derek said and she said that she would organise something to fool him. She organised the gun men to shoot her and make everybody think that it was me. That's when I left. Believe me I wanted to tell all of you before I left but I couldn't, you guys had to be as said as possible or he would have definitely suspected something. I hid with some old friends until I saw that Derek had been arrested for drug possession. And then I saw that you two had broken up" Kira looked at Jai and I as my eyes filled with tears, I was never going to be over him. "And I saw that Hannah was going to the AMA's so I decided that I would surprise her. I feel really bad about what I have done but I needed to do it. I'm so sorry." She looked down at the ground once more. Anger built up inside of Jai. "You feel sorry?? Kira Hannah got shot in the arm, lost her best friend, was so unstable that the boys and I had to send her to a recovery center!! Look at Luke, do you have any idea what you put him through or what you put all of us through. You could have said something to Luke. He is a mess and you just come back in here and say that you are sorry!!" Jai yelled. "Jai calm down now!" I spoke harshly at him. He was right and I knew it. "Kira, Jai is right and you know it. He shouldn't have yelled at you but everything he said is true. What you did was wrong and you know it. You left us thinking that you were dead. We buried your sister and you let us think that it was you. You left us in the dark. You could have told Luke he was a mess with out you and so was I, we all were" The tears streamed down my face and I stared at her with disbelief and hurt. My tears were wiped away by Jai. I sent him a small smile because I didn't want to be rude to him. I glanced at the time "I think that I'm going to go to bed it's almost 5am. You are all welcome to stay over here. Goodnight guys" I hugged them all and just smiled at Jai. He looked hurt but I was to tired. I went upstairs and took off my make up, let my hair down and threw on Jai's hoodie and a white pair of pyjama shorts. I crawled into my bed and wrapped the blanket around me. I thought about Jai as I drifted off to sleep.

The next morning.....................
I woke up with two familiar arms wrapped around my waist. I snuggled in to his warm embrace. A few seconds later realised what I was doing and quickly moved away from Jai. I showered, waxed, did my hair and makeup and got dressed (outfit above) and walked out of the bathroom and and saw Jai staring at my ass. "Stop staring at my ass Jai" I spoke coldly at him. He looked away guiltily. "You look nice Hannah" he smiled at me. "What am I covered up enough for you or is this to slutty" I replied sarcastically. I pushed passed him and went down stairs. I gave Luke and Beau a hug and said goodbye. I got into my car and went to Starbucks. I got coffee for Ronnie, Joanna (my new producer) and I. I drove to the studio to work on moonlight. We were recording for a while when Joanna suggested that we record the msic video for Baby I and I agreed. They called my dancers and they all agreed. After a few hours I was finished in the studio. I went back home, grabbed my bagpack and put on some ugg boots. I went out on a walk on ny own and some paparazzi saw me. I kept walking until I reached the park. I just wanted to be alone. Some of my fans saw me and I got pictures with them and signed sone things for them. They gave me their twitter and I followed them. They said goodbye and I continued to walk around the park. I put in my earphones and listened to Sam Smith. He is amazing and so inspirational I really hope that I can meet him. I spaced out and was still walking. Somebody tapped me on my shoulder, I looked around and saw that I was at the beach. I took my earphones out and turned around. I saw Dan standing behind me. I engulfed him in a hug and he hugged back. We sat in the sand and talked for ages. It was really nice to talk to him again. I really missed him and I just needed a friend who wasn't involved with all of the drama right now.

A/ n seriously thank you guys for all of the reads you guys mean the world to me. I love you all stay beautiful,
Hannah xx