My Jaded Sanity (Bdsm)

Away?

Okay.. Okay it was an accident, it shouldn't have happened: but it was self defence, I was purely defending myself because.. He was, raping me? I don't know my head is so fucked.

I pull out my phone and it's dead, I can't even ring anyone. I just need to calm down and walk toward the sound. I carefully dodge the branches on the floor as I make my way.

I can vaguely see the light, tears begin to stream down my cheek as I break down again. This can't be happening, why? again? What have I done to deserve this?

What's scaring me the most is the fact that I enjoyed him and I want him. I just feel so messed up. I'm going to have to move cities, change my name, change everything about myself. No.. no, I'm just overreacting, I'll go to the police and sort this out, yes..

Get on with it.