My Jaded Sanity (Bdsm)

Ritual Rejuvination.

"Stop. Lying. To me.." I say, almost mockingly, he puts his hands on my hips and sighs, "what have we done to you" remorse thunders in his eyes, his words slide down my neck and into my gut, "You are dead to me" i state.

I don't see him as Hayden.. Or a person for that matter; i see him as a deviant cloud of destruction - no questions or circumstances will ever change that.

"Perry please, i know that you are upset, please... We can get out of here - together" His eyes circle with tears, i laugh and take a step forward so our lips are millimetres apart; he stole my dignity, he won't get away with this.

"Listen, i don't want to be part of Joe's project anymore, i want to get out of here"

As convincing as his words sound: i will not allow myself to fall back into his trap; my inner goddess is dead. The second he sliced me open; the second i killed a man - the process of deterioration had finally ended. I am not scared.. Anymore. I know exactly how to play this game.

"Perry, please" tears roll down his cheek; transparent floods of weakness. "I love.. You too" i whisper, cocking my head. He looks up and grabs my arm "Perry. Really" his face soaking with tears. "Yes".

He holds my neck and pulls me close and within seconds his tongue caressing my teeth. "I love you so much Perry" he murmurs. "I want you Hayden" He looks up confused then a familiar look of lust develops in his eyes. Obviously from the experience with Hayden, i know exactly which strings to pull.

Pulling me closer he holds my hips and unzips my top, slowly massaging my chest with kisses, i can assess that he is fully occupied, i run my hands down his back, causing him to groan. I feel his jean pockets in a sensual manner giving nothing away and finding the blade i was hoping for.

A smooth procedure and i have the blade lurking in my hand. "Such a silly boy" i say. Hayden looks up from lathering his tongue along my breast, with a confused look on his face " What?" i smile "you think you know me"

He takes a breath to say something but before he can i pierce the knife through his back from behind; he lets out a moan. I pull the knife out and move it up to his neck "Perry... St-st-op.. I lo-o-ve" before he can finish his sentence i bolt the knife into his throat and watch the light leave his eyes.

I pull the blade out of his body and watch it fall to the ground.

"You fucked with the wrong girl"