My Jaded Sanity (Bdsm)

No Regrets.

"H-Hayden.."

What have i done; i just killed the man i... Loved? I don't know what just came over me. Maybe it is a good thing, atleast now: he can't get into my head and hurt me again so, it is a good thing.

I look at his eyes: they are closed and turning into a disheveled blue; The blood dripping out of neck and onto the oak floor - that will leave a stain. I walk over to his body and stand over it; glaring at his features.

"Your a liar, a cheater, a fool. I loved you... Hayden. Go to hell, for heaven's sake"

My head flickers and i feel a hot fizz sizzle through my body, i look at my arm and i see a syringe and a hand. I turn around and see Joe. He has a blank expression on his face and is clenching his jaw. "You. Killed. My. Last. Brother." I stare at him; lost for words, h holds his head and looks at his brother's dead body.

Groaning at the sight, he turns around and looks at me with fury burning in his pupils. My legs feel numb, i can feel it travelling through my body. Taking a step toward me he pulls out a gun and aims at my head.

I whimper in fear and the fact that i can't move is making me feel inferior to life. "You. I want. You all dead!" he shouts, pleading will not help me; i am hopeless. I just wait for the trigger.

He looks down and mutters something to himself taking the gun down and holding his head again, a sigh of relief leaves me mouth. I try moving my feet but i can't.

"Wha-t Have.." *Gunshot*