My Jaded Sanity (Bdsm)

Lying Veracity?

He doesn't reply he just looks at the seven guys stood there: just staring at me. "Well done Hayden" says the one in the middle; his voice is familiar. "Nice one, can't wait to see her fucked" sniggeres the one with jet black hair.

The familiar-voiced one steps forward and moves a strand of my hair away, "pretty little thing" he says in a perverted fatherly way. "H-Hayden... What's going.." but before I can finish "Ryker, go and tie her up" Ryker?! What.. I suddenly look up to see Ryker stood there; biggest fucking smirk on his face, I knew there was something strange about him. He walks up to me and grabs me off of Hayden; I feel his grip tighten "Hayden.. Please!" I shout, hoping he will come and save me.. But he doesn't move a muscle; face as blank as the first time; as if, he didn't just make love to me.

"Hayden! Please!" I shout. But once again I'm hopeless. Was this planned? Did he just soften me up so he could.. No.. He wouldn't.. But..?

"Take her back to our place, then tie her up upstairs, make sure she doesn't escape" says the - I think - boss. Hayden looks at me then quickly looks away; I feel so betrayed, the fact that I'm probably kidnapped doesn't matter... The only thing I'm concerned about is, Hayden. "Hayden" I say trying to hold back my tears; I've never felt like this before; why did I need him so much?

Ryker exchanges dark looks with Hayden then throws me over his shoulder and walks toward the exit. "Put me down!" I exclaim "haha no" he chuckles. I start to kick and punch at his back but hid grip is so tight I can't really move my torso without it hurting. We are outside: I think, but all of a sudden he throws me into the back of a van; he looks at me for a second the smirks, I look away; cowering into the back of the surface. He crawls in and pins me down "get off of me" I scream but he presses his fingers over my mouth; mufferling my every scream. I can't see that much, it's quite dark: all of a sudden I feel something push inside of me, it's vibrating vigorously. These things are really powerful.

"Enjoy" he says in the same perverted tone and with that he climbs out and slams the door shut. Even though the egg is highly arousing, my mind is somewhere else... Completely.

I hear the engine rev and we begin to move. I have no idea where I'm going. All I want is Hayden. Why have I let myself get so attached; I don't believe in love. One intimate session and: I dont belong to myself anymore. I'm ridiculous.

Wait. Did he mean what he said, or was he lying. It's obvious that he's part of the gang but, doeshe love me?

Once again, I'm left with questions.