The Real Me:The Side Nobody Sees

Promises.........

I broke the promise I said I wouldn't break again. The blade came out again. I broke the promise and I bet because of the fact I broke it, he's going to break it. I hope he doesn't, i'm proud of him for going as far in his recovery as he has. It sucks not being able to actually see him or have a conversation with him. My parents hate him, they don't want me near him, but I will do want I want if they're going to act like i'm their slave. That's all I am to them.......I'm there to clean and babysit, that's it.......

I hate feeling like a disappointment to absolutely everyone, I can't even stay clean. The recent drama that's been going on has caused me so much stress. I gotta stay strong though, I gotta do it for those around me who actually care.