My Present

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Blindly riding down a rode of utter darkness away from my haunting past and into my cursed future. The future i am doomed with. Anger, grief and guilt following me building a wall of sorrow and hatred around me. Working hard to break them down. Day by day i start to realize its a losing battle. Giving up hope and into my hatred. Hurting those around me and those whom i love the most. Anger taking over my heart little at a time slowly killing it and only realizing it when there is no heart left. No love, compassion or kindness. Its taken over by hate, greed and self-pity. Falling back on my past. Into the world i wanted to escape from. Becoming such a part of it, its impossible to escape from it again. Life as i knew it was gone. I was in a new world a world i'm forever doomed with. No its not my part nor is it my future. I am doomed with nothing else than my very own present....


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