My Random Book

Hmm

Well I think that was the last straw. I am so over you putting me down so far and you never noticing my pain. You hardly even talk to me anymore and when you do it's about her. I thought you said you love me not her. I am really over being the ugly and fat friend. The second choice. I really hate how when someone is mine they see someone better almost straight away. Then they act like its nothing and that I don't notice. I am so over you. You are no longer worth anymore of my tears.

I have been so happy all week to finally see you but you know what I will probably just go home and you can have your date with her instead. You probably won't even notice that I am not there. I meant you are already ditching me to watch a movie with her. I knew this day was coming I just didn't think it would be so soon.

Maybe I should have listen to all the people that were against us. Maybe this wasn't such a good idea. Maybe relationships were a bad idea. Maybe eating is a bad idea. Maybe getting out of bed and doing things is a bad idea. Maybe breathing is a bad idea.
But most of all maybe you were a bad idea.