My Random Book

Her.

Your the only thing that is right when the whole world is wrong. I can not explain the love i have for you. You are my everything. Today when you went out i wanted to kill myself and i almost did. But when you came back everything was okay again. You had been home for less than 30mins and i was already smiling and laughing. Then i hurt my arm and i remembered what i had done just moments before and that made me sad. The thought of me wanting to leave you forever scarred me. But the thought of me trying to leave you forever scarred me even more. I dont know if you would ever forgive me if i did that. I wish i could explain to you the pain i feel. But i know i cant. It wont make sense to you. We are two different people. We take things differently. When those girls say mean stuff to you, you push it off and laugh. But i take it to heart and think about it over and over again until i hurt myself.........
But you make me not want to hurt myself, you make me want to live my life forever and ever....with you. 💞😅😖