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Nothing last forever

Ha so I guess nothing lasts forever then hey?
Wow I really wish it was easier to just push away from but it's not. I can't hide the fact that I still love you even though I know I shouldn't. You were such a big part of my life that removing you from it just doesn't seem right but, What other choice did I have? You have already destroyed me enough, keeping "us" would have killed me. But losing you is killing me too. I don't know how to do this anymore, it's just so hard.
Somedays I want to die because of all the pain. Others I want to go and kill you for putting me through all the pain.