My Random Book

A Letter to Her

Well i guess that it then. Bye. Thats it were done. Were over for good. I still cant believe it. I know its better for both of us this way. But living without you is the hardest thing ive ever had to do. I dont live the same way. Im quiter without you. I spend all my time in my room. I hardly go and see friends and when i do i dont want to. I try and sleep alot. But that never works. You have planeted such a place in my heart that no matter what your always on my mind. So when i go to sleep, you find your way into my dreams and they turn into nightmares and i wake up shaking. And i cant get back to sleep. So i have restless nights. After everything i still wish i never met you. I would give anything to go back and change that whole day. Everything. You gave me so many memories. First kiss. First hickey. All of them i wish i could forget. But i know ill never be able to. I will never be able to forget you. But i know in a few weeks youll be happy with someone else and you probably wont even remember my face. And i know that feeling will kill me one day. But i guess it doesnt matter about me does it? As long as your happy. I ALMOST KILLED MYSELF BECAUSE OF YOU. But your fucking happy now so. Ill be alone forever because i can never love someone like i love you ever again. So i guess this is my goodbye.