My Random Book

Done.

I dont even know what is wrong with me anymore. I havent eaten all day, but i dont want to eat anything. I feel sick. I drew some more lines today. She was with mates so i took my chance. Thinking it might be the last time for a while. I am just so over every fucking thing. I wanna die. When we were at mid i so badly wanted to run infront of a bus and just die. I knew i would be so happy if i did. And then maybe i wouldn't be such a disappointment to everyone. I really hope i die in my sleep tonight. So no one will ever know i wanted to kill myself. Im sorry. Im just so done with everything. I only want one thing in life but i know i will never get that, i wont be here long enough. So im just done. Done. Done with every single motherfucking thing. Done. Bye.