Straight From Gehenna (BLUE EXORCIST FANFIC)

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Jinnai's POV

"You stupid shit!" I grabbed the collar of Satan's, Yukio's, shirt, punching him with my free hand.

After a bit, all the punching caused his lip to bleed. He grabbed my throat, digging his nails into my skin. I stopped punching him and started trying to get his hand off. No matter how much I clawed or tugged at his hand, it wouldn't budge. Each second, he'd tighten his grip around my throat. I was getting desperate, begging in my head for just a gasp of breath as I started trying to kick him.

He smirked, watching little trails of blood drip from the wounds he made on my neck. I made my flames burst out in more power, watching trails of it devour his blue flames. He looked shocked, his smirk fading. He let go and tried to get my flames off of him, giving me a chance to turn around and kick him. I kicked him down, watching him fall to the roof under us.

Before I could shoot an attack at him, Rin started yelling. He told me to stop attacking 'Yukio'. I didn't listen to him, going back to readying my attack. What surprised me, was the fact that Rin threw a ball of his flames at me. I barely dodged, watching my attack flicker away. I frowned and slowly looked down at him. Rin gulped, seeming to regret his decision to attack me, just a bit.

I glared at him, forgetting Satan was even there, until I saw him grin as Rin threw another attack at me. I deflected it and watched as everyone on the roof scrambled to get away. Everyone down there looked so small, like ants. It was amusing to me, to say the least. Whatever I did, they reacted to. They couldn't escape now. Who was going to close the gate? Who was going to get Satan out of Yukio? Who was going to stop me?

I wouldn't stop on my own. The feeling of power... I couldn't get rid of it. It felt weird, and strange. I could handle it, but then again, it was too much... Someone had to stop me. I liked the feeling of the power, knowing I had it. But I couldn't stand it.

Rin kept trying to yell at me, kept trying to tell me to stop, kept trying to tell me that I need to control myself. I couldn't hear him, and I could barely see him. But I knew what he was saying. Over all the whispers and voices swirling around in my head, it was like I could still hear him.

"Please stop!" He pleaded, "You might end up killing him at this rate!"

I didn't answer him and made my way back to the roof. No one moved as I walked towards Rin. Rin seemed frightened, probably thinking that I was about to harm him. I took a deep breath and glared at him, "Do you really think I fucking care? Yukio killed my best friend. Satan killed my mother. I'll kill both, and I don't care which one dies first."

He looked at me, shocked for a second while taking the information in, before showing his anger, "So you think killing Yukio is the only solution?? If you kill him, you'll just be the same! Yukio is the only family I have left! I get it, you lost your best friend! I cared about her too! But don't just take my brother away from me!"

"Then what the Hell am I supposed to do?? Just act like they aren't gone?? Just act like those two didn't take the people I care about?? I am not me right now!" I shouted at him, my blood tears starting to stream down my face.

He tried to answer, but stumbled over his words before saying, "What do you mean?"

"Do you not see me?? I don't care about what I'm doing! I'm not caring about who I hurt! I am NOT ME! My actions aren't me! I wouldn't do this!"

"Then stop it! Stop attacking my brother!"

"I'm not controlling me, goddammit!"

I got into a fight with Rin, both of us soon using our flames. Shura was taking care of Yukio/Satan for us, at least. Rin couldn't seem to understand what I meant. Who could? Who could believe that I am not controlling me? It sounds insane. I'm not the possessed one here, yet I'm like this. I might as well be possessed by something.