Please make the happy memories of us go away because they're biting my heart away.
I want to feel you again. I long to trace my finger down the lines in your palm, memorising every line and callous.
I long to feel your hair between my fingers. I just want to lie with you and feel your warmth.
I just want to stop shedding tears and throwing up pills and having flashbacks at 4am from the day you left.
I can't seem to find sleep in your absence.
I just want to know,
Are you finally okay?
Have you found happiness?
I worry so much about you now that i cant even ask you if you're okay.
I hope you've let go of your bad habits we used to talk about at 2am when you were homesick and struggling to get the demons to flee from your mind.
YOU ARE READING
numb
Poetry"he's colder than ice but god, he lights up a fire in my chest." a collection of sad words about numb skin and cold hearts
