One week later
*Violettas pov*
I'm in the Studio, working on my new song, that I've to sing with Felipe. We get along really well and he's a nice singing partner. Our voices fit perfectly with each other. There's still this weird Feeling I get, when I remember myself, that we actually have to play a couple, when our single's out. Diego didn't really liked the fact, that we have to hide in public, nut after I explained , that it's important for my career and my future, he was kind of fine with it. I met with Francesca in the last week, and we talked a lot. We haven't really talked with each other for a long time and it was necessary. Ludmila and Federico made up again and I just can say, that I'm really happy about it, because I couldn't stand another day of Fedes bad mood and annoying talks about her.
"Still working, huh?" asks Felipe, who is now Standing in the doorframe. I give him a nod and he Comes over to me, looking at the notes and starts playing the Keyboard. When he sings the first part, it sounds even better, than I imagined it. I join him in the chorus and we sing along. Smiling and still singing, I feel, that he's looking at me the whole time.
"I have to admit that it's a beautiful song. Good job. You're the best." Felipe says after we finished our song. "Shall we go?"
"Yeah, sure." We leave the studio, because everyone else left a few hours ago after the lessons ended. Walking to the front door, I strumble and I fall on the ground. Felipe immediately looks down on me and asks if I'm alright, offering me his hand to stand up again. I gladly take it, but it doesn't work out, like I actually planned it. Now he's holding me real close, because of the strength he used to pull me up. Our faces are nearly touching and I can feel his warm breath on my lips. Just do it. Wait a moment. What did I just say in my head?! No, this can't be true, I don't want to kiss him! I'm with Diego. Before he can lean in to kiss me, I push him away, grab my notes from the ground, turn around and walk home. I don't want anything from him! When I finally reach my home, I walk upstairs, go to my room and call Camila and Francesca. I really need to talk to them.
30 minutes later
Fran, Cami and me are sitting in my room, both of them on my bed and me on the chair behind my desk.
"So, you wanted to kiss him?" asks Camila.
"No, I didn't! Well, yes kind of, but no, I didn't want that! It was just like it felt right in that moment, even though I knew, that it isn't. Do you get my point? After I remembered myself of Diego, I wanted to stop all of this, because I'm really happy with him." I explain to them, stopping every now and then to think about my words.
"You wanted it and didn't want it at the same time. Wow. Never heard about such a weird explanation before." Francesca comments cheekily. I give her a mad face, but she just ignores it.
"Look, I think that it's kind of easy. You and Felipe have to play a couple for the outside soon and in this moment you forget about that, and just wanted to kiss him, because you want to 'rehearse' your kiss, before you've to do it in public. I wouldn't like the thought of kissing someone the first time public either. It'd be so weird and strange, if it'll be like that, even though you aren't dating in reality." Explains Camila objectively.
"Makes sense, yeah. Do you think, that I've to tell Diego about that?"
"No, you don't have to, just if you want of course, because nothing happened at all." Says Francesca and I give her a nod. We talk for a while until I receive a message from Felipe, saying that he wants to see me at his place. I tell my friends about that and they say, that I should go. Saying my goodbyes to them, when we leave my house, I walk to Felipes hotel which is just 10 minutes away. When I reach it, I take the elevator, which gets me to the 8th floor. Going straight to his door, I knock and he opens it after a couple of minutes.
"Thanks, that you came."
"Yeah, no problem. What is it?"
"Can we sing the song one last time, because we have to present it to YouMix tomorrow...?"
"Well, okay." I grab his guitar and he starts singing. We're sitting beside each other and he snaps his fingers at some point of the song. The last note sounds and I lay the guitar behind me on his bed. When I turn around, he touches my cheek with his hand and pulls me a bit closer. He is looking straight into my eyes, asking me for permission or something like that, but I don't push him away, like I want it. Instead we both lean in for a soft kiss. Our lips move in synch, before we both pull away. I open my eyes and regret what I just did. I kissed a boy, who wasn't my boyfriend!
"Violetta, I'm sorry. It just felt kind of right, but I know, that it isn't, because you are with Diego. And before you ask: No, I don't have any feelings for you, I guess. Please don't be mad at me." He looks so sad and I feel guilty.
"It's alright. I felt the same way this afternoon in the studio, to be honest. I told my friends about that and they told me that it's because we don't want to have our fake first kiss in public."
"Might be, yes. But what if it isn't and I really have feelings for you? Would I have a chance?"
"Felipe, I -" I stop talking, because I don't know what to say. "Maybe under other circumstances. I have a boyfriend and I love him more than anything else. Maybe I start developing feelings for you, but it won't change the fact, that I love Diego. I'm so sorry. I should go now."
"It's okay. It's not your fault. I just don't know, how I can manage the whole fake-couple thing, when I might have feelings for you."
"See you tomorrow."
"Yeah, bye." I leave the hotel and I get a message from Diego.
From: Diego
Hey princess, sorry for interrupting you, but do you want to come over? I miss you. Diego x
He's too cute. I decide to visit him today and make my way to his house. When I reach it, he opens the door for me and kisses me immediately and with so much passion. After pulling away, I greet him by kissing him on the cheek and we go to his room. Once I'm inside, he kisses me again and pulls me over to him, touching my lower back softly. He kind of leads me to his bed, so that I sit on his lap, when his hands pull out my t-shirt. Still kissing, I put my hand on his chest and push him slowly away.
"I-I can't do this, Diego. I'm sorry." He looks at me in confusion and shock.
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Hey guys, I'm sorry, that I haven't updated in 2 months or something :( but I didn't have any idea what should happen in this chapter and then I couldn't write, because I had (and still have) problems with my hand, so I wasn't allowed to spent too much time on the computer or smartphone. I don't really like this chapter, but I wanted to post so bad :( Even though it's crappy, I hope that you like this chapter a little bit. Btw I think, that this story will end soon, but I'm not sure about that. Tell me your opinion in the comments please ♥
P.S.: For my german readers: I started uploading my Jortini Story, please read it if you want to :)
