Day 12
Today I went to go see Becka like I do everyday. Except she was in the hospital. In a coma. I walk to her room and spot her family. I mentally groan. Trust me I love her family there sweet and all but they keep on blaming everything on Austin and back in high school disowned her for one stupid thing that they didn't even know about. It was like 6 years ago! Get over it!
I knock and they look up at me. "Hello Zoey. We want to thank you for being there for our Daughter unlike that unfaithful romeo." I glare at them. "Are you okay Zoey?" Her mother comes up to me. "Not really. Austin feels bad enough. At this point I'm surprised that he's even alive. He's been starving himself and refuse to talk to most people because he thinks this is his fault!" I state.
"Well it is."
"NO! It's not! Austin is practically a brother to me! Austin is Becka's one and only! Can't you see? Can't you see the love they have for each other? Can't you see how really depressed he is!? I'm surprised that he isn't cutting himself. Then again I haven't seen him n a while. Well yesterday but he was asleep. Anyway! Stop putting all of this bullshit on him! Becka would be saying the same is she were awake! Your the ones that disowned her for something she never knew about! Your the ones that kicked her out of her own house! I'm so sick of you guys putting shit on their relationship just because of your past! His family is over it and you should be too! They welcomed Becka with open arms and you kicked her out! You all disgust me!" I shout at them.
They didn't say anything. I walked over to Becka. "Becka I'm so sorry about what happened to you. I wish you were here to help me with all this. You always knew how to get out of things or fix them. That's what I wish I had. Your beauty, charm, personality, talent. I was always jealous of you. But knowing that we had each others back no matter what made you my other sister. I'm so glad to have you in my life. I just need you to come back. I need you to wake up Becka. Please" I give her sleeping body a gentle hug and then walk away.
I stop and turn. "Think about what I said. You know that I'm right." I then walk out and look for Austin. I find him in the cafeteria. He's talking to a blond. I walk over. "Hey Austin." He looks at me happy that I'm here. "Hey Zoey." He hugs me and then we pull away. I turn to see the girl. No way.
"Kim?" I look her up and down. What the hell is she doing here? "Hey Zoe. Look I know we had our differences in the past but do you think that we let it go and be friends?" I think about her offer. "I don't know you were a bitch and practically ruined our high school experience." She nods. "I know and I'm sorry. I wish I could take it back. I'll give you sometime to think about it." She starts to walk away.
"Hey! Kim!" She turns around. "Not to be nosy or rude or anything but why are you at the hospital" Her eyes full with sadness. "Well my husband joined the army and got shot on a mission so now were here." I frown. I walk up to her and hug her. "You know what may be we could be friends. I'm sorry about your husband." She nods. "It's okay. So wanna hang out in a few days?" I nod. "That would be nice." I tell her and then she smiles gives me her number and walks away.
I walk back to Austin. "Austin I talked with Becka's family." He rolls his eyes. "I don't want to hear about it." He sits down. I sit down too. "It's not your fault. Becka would tell that nun of this was your fault. You know that" I tell him being the sister I'm suppose to be.
"I know but I also know that I should be blamed for it. I should've been there for her." I know that he's gonna be carrying this since the day he dies and he will never leave Becka let alone touch a car. Ever. "Austin. Everything is going to be fine alright?" He nods. I look past him and see Noah talking to a very pretty girl. She looks like she's flirting with him. Anger builds up inside of me. "I'll be right back. I'm going to get you some food. You need to eat." He nods.
I walk over to Noah who happens to e with the girl where you buy the food. "Hi. What can I get you?" She ask. "Can I have two cups of hot chocolate and a muffin?" She nods. "Hey Zoe. Came to visit Becka?" He finally notices me. "Yeah." The lady give me my drinks and food. "Thanks" I give her the money. "Here's a little extra" She smiles. "Thank you. Now I can really have a Christmas for my family." I frown. "What do you mean?"
"Oh well I've been low on money and all my money goes to rent and some food." I feel bad. "You know what. Here you need this money more than I do."
"No I can't take that."
"Yes you can and you will. Now take it." I take her hand and put the $200 dollars in her hand. "Are you sure?" I nod. "Yes. I hope you can a Merry Christmas and good comes to you and your family." She lets some tears roll down her cheek. She comes from behind the counter and I hug her. "Thank you so much. I wish the same for you." She tells me. "Well I have to get back to work. Have a Merry Christmas and Happy holidays."
"You too." I walk back to the table were Austin is. "Eat the blueberry muffin I know it's your favorite." He just plays with it. "If Becka were awake then she will make you eat."
"That's the thing Zoe! She NOT awake! She's NOT in my arms! It's NOT Christmas with out her!" She nearly shouts at me. "I know Austin. But you have to eat. Please do it for her." He sighs. He knows that she wouldn't want him to starve to death because of her. So he takes a bite of the muffin. I smile. "There you go."
"Yeah yeah what ever sis." I laugh. "Hey Zoe can I talk to you?" I nod. I walk with Noah. He takes me to a corner. "Is that your boyfriend or something?" He ask. I look at him shocked. "No! That's Becka's! If anything I'm more like his sister." I tell him. "Oh well um sorry. I didn't know" He says kinda embarrassed. "What are you jealous?" I laugh. "No." He says. I giggle. "Okay well I got to get back to my brother and you have to get back to your girlfriend."
He laughs. "What? You mean Carrie? No she's not my girlfriend."
"Well from the looks of it you looked happy with her" I say trying to hide the venom in my voice. "No. She's just a flirt. Like every other girl who flirted with me." I frown. Pain hits my heart. "And that is on needed to know bases?" He shrugs and then walks away after kissing my cheek. What is this guy doing to me.
I hang with Austin and Beck (after her family leaves) all day. But Noah just invades my mind. Frankly it's very annoying.
