Day 14
Today I hang out with Kim. Honestly I'm stressed. About my feelings about Becka and about Austin. Everything! Everything that is happening is happening for a reason and I have no idea why!? I just want Becka to wake up and then bring Austin back to the ground. I want to figure out my god damn feelings! Ugh! It just so over whelming.
I meet Kim in central park. "Hey" We hug and then start walking. "So hows the years been treating you?" I ask. "Good. I have a kid now. She's only about 2 going on to 3." I nod. "How about you? Hows you life?"
"Well I'm not sure you want to hear about that."
"Yeah I do" I look at her like shes crazy. "What has happened to you? Please tell me. Because I like the new you. I just want to know what changed"
"Or who changed me actually. When I met David I don't know something just clicked. I had the feeling in me and when we started going out and we kissed it felt like a firework got lit and exploded in the sky. He changed me. I'm great-full to have him but now he's in the hospital because of the fucking military. I know he was trying to protect our country but I just really didn't want him to go." I nod.
"Yeah but anyway tell me about your problems."
"Well if you want to know...." I tell her everything. When I'm finished she sighs. "Wow. Looks like you in some deep stuff huh?" I nod. "Yeah. I'm stressed about it. I get my mind off of it by helping others"
"Really?" I nod. "Yep. Just yesterday I help an orphanage with a Christmas Tree." She smiles. "Well it's a great way to get your mind off of things huh?" We nod in agreement. We hang out the rest of the day until we see Noah. "Hey look that guy is looking at you!" She smiles. He starts to walk over to us. "He's coming over."
"Yeah that is Noah."
"Whoa he's cute. He has amazing blue eyes too. Go get some honey before someone takes it. I'll talk to you later" She hugs me and then leaves. I roll my eyes. Still the same old Kim but you gotta love her. "Hey Noah."
"Hey Zoey. Are you free?"
"Apparently. My friend just ditched me." He chuckles. "Well go then. I was hoping that we could see a movie tonight." I nod. "Okay."
~~~Tonight~~~
Well he picks me up and drives to the theater. "Two tickets please." I get out my wallet and pay before he can. "Really Zoe?" I smile and walk to the counter where you can buy snacks as he gets the tickets. "Alright. One large popcorn. Two sodas, one coke and one sprite. And one box of nerds."
"Extra butter and salt or no?" She ask. "Yes please" She gets the stuff ready and then right when I was gonna pay Noah steps in and pays himself. "Thank you. Let's go"
"Well played Noah." He smiles. I get my sprite and nerds while he gets the popcorn and his coke. "How did you know I wanted coke" I shrug.
"I don't know. You just look like you are the one who drinks Coke." He smiles and laughs. "It's not funny" He rolls his eyes. "Yeah sure." We sit in our seats and watch the movie. I guess I was so stress that I got tired. I lean my head on his shoulder an fall asleep.
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Okay so I didn't keep my promise. I'm sorry I really am. I didn't have much time to get this in before the 15th. I was really busy today with my family and school. Yeah you probably don't want to hear about that. Anyways still thanks for reading! I love ya!
