The Fault in Our Scars (Phan AU)

Chapter 15

Omfg guys 310 reads I'm so happy right now I love you guys. And sorry I didn't update sooner my wifi wasn't working the past two days.

I wake up smelling the sweet smell of vanilla mixed with aftershave and my eyes pop open and I am lying snuggled up next to Phil.
I then remember Kat.
"SHIT!!" I yell jumping up and quickly pulling my pants and shirt on.
I see Phil's cute face look at me in surprise.
"What's wrong?" he asked.
"Our other partners I was drunk last night Phil it was all a mistake I'm sorry" and I ran out the door full speed until arriving at my house seeing Jenny bent over the sink throwing up.
"Jenny whys wrong?" I ask.
"I'm pregnant Dan I found out last night"
I smile slightly "Who's the father?" I ask then slightly worried.
"I don't know Dan I took your advice and got a donor."
"WHAT DOES THIS MAN LOOK LIKE I DON'T WANT AN UGLY SIBLING!" she wipes her mouth and rinses out the sink and walks over to her phone grabbing it and she hands it to me.
I see before me a hansom young man that looks around 20 with raven black hair with the ends dyed blue with crystal blue eyes that looked like ice in the sunshine.
"Wow this baby will not be ugly" I say smiling.
She laughs "I know it won't"
"Wow I'm going to have a little baby brother or sister oh my fucking god Jenny this is amazing the chins will be an aunt or uncle before it is born."
She laughs "Oh by the way how did the heart beat check go?"
I sigh "Kat is having twins" I say quietly.
"Oh my god Dan this is awesome I mean you shouldn't have had sex with her but TWINS!! oh my god dan I'm going to be a grandma. Then the can call me 'Homie G-Ma' how about it"
"If they call you that I will hurt you"
She laughs "I know I was kidding"
And then she hugs me an I hear slight sobs.
"What's wrong?" I ask.
"I think I may have moved on from them too quickly. My husband and daughter and now I have a wonderful son and then a baby on the way I mean I have moved on"
I hold her tighter and I breathe "Jenny I know that you haven't moved on and part of you never will. You will always want them back one way or another because they were your family and you loved them just like you now love me. Jenny, me and this new baby and you grand children will be your healing and we all love you"
She breathes in and lifts her head up out if my shoulder and her eyes are still puffed up red. "Thank you Dan you are the best son ever"
I smile "Trust me I am still going to have long lasting wounds just like you I mean my only brother David killed himself and my mum, Charlotte was killed by my father so I have some wounds as well that are slowly healing"
She smiles sadly "I know Dan you are in need of more healing then me which is why I need to be strong for you"

NINE MONTHS LATER:

I sit in the hospital chair next to Kat who is screaming and berthing heavily getting ready to birth my children.

At least she isn't Zeus. He gave birth to Athena from his head I mean what a stupid looking guy having a vagina on his forehead. Did he have sex from his forehead. EW!

My thoughts block out the sound of screaming until I hear the faint soft cries of an infant and I look over to see a beautiful baby boy all covered in gunk getting cleaned and swaddled.

She hands me my baby and his bright blue eyes look at me and I feel tears bursting out of my eyes.
"Ashton Carter Howell" I whisper "Welcome to London I'm your daddy"
I whisper faintly and he reaches his little hand up and brushes it on my face.
I set my hand on his little head and I brush down his black hair.
His hair and eyes are like Kat's but his face shape and body are all me.
I then hear the second weep and I look over at my beautiful baby girl. I get handed a pair of scissors.
"Do you want to cut the cord?" they ask me.
"Yes" I say taking the scissors and snipping the cord and they finish washing her up and little Ashton gets handed to Kat for feeding while I hold my now swaddled daughter Scarlett Rose Howell in my strong arms.
I look into my baby girls brown eyes and I smile at her.
"Hello Scarlett I'm your daddy" she looks and me and she smiles and I wink at her as I do at really inappropriate times but then I look at Kat. Swear pouring off of her skin and her hair messed up breast feeding my little son.
"I love you Scarlett and Ashton I will always love you."

The next week went well until I got the news the horrible tragic news while on my couch with my two little cuties and I about faint.
How could this happen.

Kat is dead.

Hey guys sorry it took so long to update I mean I had to kill her sometime so that I could have the Phan so yeah I love you guys ~ScarlettKat😾