Only you - Johnny x Ponyboy

Running

Johnny's pov

After thinking about what I was going to do, I had decided. I didn't have very much time to think actually, I was scared Ponyboy or Darry would come out of the house and see me eavesdropping, so I thought quick.

I'm gonna run away.

I didn't know where to, but I had to get away, I mean, Ponyboy is getting yelled at because of me, Sodapop hates me.. Pony wouldn't even miss me, he would find someone else.. I remember, one time we were in the lot laying together. We were talking about who we were..

I recall Ponyboy saying he was "bisexual", which I think means he likes boys and girls? So he wouldn't exactly be alone, he'd have other people he could date, better people then me. People who will actually make him happy.

But there's one problem. If I wanna run, where would I even go? I mean, I can't ask Dally again. Sodapop hates me, Ponyboy probably hates me, Darry too. What about Steve or Two-bit? They don't know anything, what am I saying. Going to the lot, that's not running away, I'm always there, I want to be somewhere nobody will ever find me.

I just didn't know where.

I didn't know where I was going yet, I just knew I couldn't stay here. So I left, I got off the doorstep so fast I almost fell on my face, and I left.

Ponyboy's pov

     "WHEN WILL YOU LEARN PONYBOY!!!???" Darry yelled, why can't he just leave me alone. "I'LL LEARN WHEN I'M AWAY FROM HERE" I shoot back, as I yelled that Darry seemed to regret his decision of yelling at me. "Pony I can't... I just.. I can't loose you again.." It sounded nice, really, I was just angry. I roll my eyes and storm out the door.

I'm going to go see Johnny.

End of chapter 15