Thirty Eight.

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Y/N P.O.V:

"Nash?" I asked knowing it was him but wondering why he came home.. Today.

"Long time no see, huh?" Nash said while letting out a fake giggle and smile then looked down and let out a sigh.

"I-I thought you were coming home tomorrow.?" I managed to say hiding the tone of shock in my voice

"I heard you were here and decided to surprise everyone." He said and gave me a weak smile.

Thing is, we have history. Hopefully he doesn't have feelings for me and everything wont be awkward.

"Listen Y/N-"

"Nash?! Hey bro! Guys look who came early!" Johnson said excitedly

"Oh-uh hey nash" Madison said clearly uncomfortable.

Nash didn't like Madison. I don't exactly know why but I know it has to do with "Taking G away from him"

Nash is a total jerk sometimes.

"Hi." He didn't even look at her when he said it.

"Rude." I rolled my eyes

"Can you guys excuse me? I'm going to the restroom" Madison said politely with a sad expression across her face.

20 minutes passed. No madison.

"Im going to go check on Mads, to make sure she's OK." I said worryingly

I heard soft sobs.

"Mads?" I asked the bathroom door.

"Why do people hate me? No one likes me. Nash was right, I should just kill myself" Madison Whispered.

"Mads no! Please don't! Come out we'll talk ok?" I pleaded

"Maybe dying is the only way every hateful word said to me will stop." Madison breathed.

"Madison Don't." I said sternly

Silence

"Mads?!"

Total silence.

"Please! Dont die on me!"

"Why? All people do is criticize me and make me remember of my mistakes in the past." She whisper cried

"But you can't always focus about the hate said to you. You have lots of fans that love you and support you no matter what. Including me. I love you too much to see you like this madi. Don't give up. Show the everyone that those hateful words will only make you stronger."

"Whore, slut, bitch, and thot are just some words people use to describe the you that they think they know. But in reality, the real you can only be described by the people who know and might not know you and love you to the ends of the earth. Loving, beautiful, selfless, caring, sweet, kind, and open minded are the words described by the people who only want you to succeed and get better. Those are the people you need to focus in life.
And most of them are your fans who brought you to the place you are now, you have a boyfriend that loves you eternally and doesn't care what they say about you guys, friends that would give their life for you as well as fans who spend hundreds of dollars just to see you perform and be able to get the chance to meet the beautiful soul named Madison Beer. Be the person who's actions in the future changes a hateful person's mindset and makes them realize that you ARE an amazing person. Show them that you are bigger than every hateful word thrown at you. Because you really are madison. I love you so much the word love can't describe. Please don't give up. I know that's not the person you are." I finished

She opened the door with a weak smile and soon-to-be dry tears on her cheek.

"Thanks y/n. I owe you the world. I'm so lucky to have a friend like you" she hugged me bracefully with a smile

"Me too mads."

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We've all done something in the past we all regret. People have forgiven us, so why is it so hard for us to forgive others when they make mistakes? Madison has a shaky past but who doesn't? She is human and she's going to probably keep making mistakes along the way but that's what makes us a better person. Learning every step of our journey to finding us. Finding what makes us happy. Don't think just because she's famous means she doesn't read the hateful comments people put there it might have been you at one point or it might have not been you. But please hating on someone because you think you know her entire life story isn't the way to go. Spread love not hate. Others will look at you and say "wow" because all you do is spread love to make this world better. I might sound like a hippie but its true forgive and love and move on to something greater you were destined to in your life. We've all been forgiven at sone point why can't we do the same? I hope you enjoyed this chapter and hopefully took this advice for the better you. Thanks for 7.46k I love you guys and would love to see you all successful.
Xo, dd

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