Love The Way You Remember Me(A DETECTIVE CONAN FANFICTION) {COMPLETED}

part 2

Ayumi's POV,

Conan looked so down today. I couldn't help but wondering what happened to him. But he was in my home now. I would make sure to make him happy.

''Conan, you wait! I will make coffee for you.'' I said to him.

He didn't say anything, just sat on sofa silently.

After 10 minutes,

"I am back!'' I came back with two coffee cups.

He just nodded his head and took a cup from me. He started taking sips from the cup starting at nowhere. Something was definitely up with him. Should I ask him? No,I should not! he might be angry with me. He never allowed us to know about his personal life. We didn't also push him to share with us each and everything. We hated it when he got angry. And as he was growing older he was having a bad temper.

I tried to talk to him about various topics. But nothing went so well. He was answering in 'yes' or 'no'. I sighed. I was drinking coffee silently sitting beside him. Noone was there in my room that time. I thought I would never get such opportunity. It was the perfect time. It was the right time to tell him about my feelings. My heart was already started racing.

I poked him to draw his attention. ''Ano...Conan I have something to tell you. Something important,'' I said hesitantly. He looked at me. His gaze made me nervous. But I continued, "Actually I have some feelings for you..I.... I ..... I have tired many time to confess to you...but..," I stopped to read his expression. He frowned a little. But it was too late to step back. I sighed heavily and said, "I couldn't tell you this before But it's true. I have fallen in love with you. I....."

''Stop it already!" suddenly Conan burst out. He got up from the sofa. So did I. His expression clearly showed he was annoyed with me. I regretted what I said. Conan tried to leave. But I stopped him and said, "I..I am sorry conan. But believe me I..."

"Listen," Conan took a deep breath, and said pressurizing every words, "there is only one girl in my eyes. I've always loved her with my all. Nothing can change that fact. Nothing."

I heard my heart broke into pieces. Tears was rolling down my cheek.

Probably noticing my tears, he said softly, "I am sorry.'' But then he left my house in hurried steps.

I was left there alone. broken.

Conan's POV,

I should not shout at her like that. I was genuinely feeling bad for her. She had always been so nice to me.

But I really couldn't understand what I should do now. My mind was not a stable state now.

If I didn't turn into a child at the first place, I wouldn't have to face such days like that. Ran would have been mine forever. But now...It's been ten freaking years. I couldn't do nothing about it. I was going crazy lately thinking about a solution, but constantly failing. Now that even Ran was giving me up, I didn't know what I had in this life anymore.

I came back to uncle Kogoro's  house in the evening. When I was going towards my room I saw Ran crying in her room. My heart started aching for her. I couldn't tolerate her tears at all. It killed me. She was looking at our photo, me and Ran's, when we two were in high school with smiling face of both of us.

Suddenly she noticed me and whipped off her tears and pretended to be happy.

"Conan kun! why are you standing there? come and sit," Ran said.

I sat beside her on her bed and looking straight into her teary eyes I asked her, "Do you really want to marry Yano-kun?"

"umhh yeah, of course! why not?" Ran said and tried to smile but failed. 

"Are you sure? Are you happy?" My voice rose a little.

"Yes, why are you asking such a stupid question?" 

I couldn't find words to tell her. I just stared at her beautiful face.

Stupid! you are stupid only! I love you! I love you a lot! I want to say those to her but i cant.

Ran got up from the bed and walked to the window and saying, "Mr.Yano is a nice man and very nice to me. He loves me. He cares for me..."

"Then what about Shinichi?" I almost shouted at her, desperately.

Ran frowned at me. I knew she was shocked but I couldn't control my anger. I shouted again, "For Shinichi, you're his life itself. He loves you more...He cares for you more....more than Yano, more than anyone." I said all this in one breath. I was panting. I almost whispered but loud enough for Ran to hear. "Can't you just wait for Shinichi... a  bit more?"

All those words were coming out from my heart.

Ran stared at me getting all confused.