June 25,2013
In ten years, I'll be 25 years old, probably right out of college depending on what I go in there for, if I ever decide.
So, hmm...I don't want a family of my own (at that age)..I just don't see myself being settled down then so, I don't see myself with my own family. I probably won't have a stable income or house.
Wait, this is where I see myself...not where I hope to be....hmm.
I see myself in a mental institution, no joke. Because I have crazy thoughts, sucidial thoughts, weird thoughts. I'm crazy with what I think, I just don't voice it as often as I'd like.
I see myself cracking and going pshyco on someone. :-)
Okay, maybe I just said all those things. But I kinda do see myself there.
Anyway, I see myself fresh out of college, trying to find a good job and a perfect place to live. I see myself calling to check in on my mother, mamaw, and aunt to see how they are. I see myself going out of my way to pester my brothers at their jobs and around their wives. :-)
I see myself hanging out with people who I feel like don't care about me but I put on a smile as if everything is okay. I see myself still holding onto all this pain and suffering. That's just me.
Anyway, that's just where I see myself. Sorry, this is so short but I promise I'll add extra things at the end of all this. :-)
