Something I miss...hmm...
I miss when I was younger. All happy without a care in the world. Everything made me happy and I saw only good in the world. I believed nothing bad could ever happen and when people died, I believed they all went to heaven and were in a better place. Everything was just great and the smallest thing I did made me feel accomplished. From making something for a family memeber to catching a firefly to coloring a picture and everyone saying it was beautiful. I didn't have to make many decisions or worry about my future. But I didn't have a very long childhood, in my opinion. My childhood changed when I turned about or around six or seven. But I still pretty much kept the same attitude. But I still lost my "innocence" or whatever you want to call it. When you go through a horrible experence that no one my age was suppose to, it changes you and your "innocence". It changed my whole life but everything happens for a reason and we just got to trust that God has a very good reason.
I miss believing so strong in God. When you are little, you believe anything. From monsters under the bed to supernatural beings to happiness and forever afters. Life was just so simple. It was easy to forgive AND forget. Life was amazing. I believed LIFE was about Love, Individuality, Family, and Equality. And that was all that mattered in life. But when you get older everything seems to change. For the better? Or for the worst? That, my friend, is up to ourselves. We have the CHOICE, to take the CHANCE, if you want anything to CHANGE.
Anyway, something I miss, is my "innocence" or my childhood, although it was short and taken from me, it was better than no childhood. That's what I miss.
