All Those Deep Talks

Pizza 10

This part is going to be about me,cause I really need to write about it. So I fucked up in school and my grades are going down. I cry all the time and I care too much. I'm upset and worried about little things. I'm saying to myself that I can do it and that I need to fight. It's just too much. I need to listen to music so I can calm down. I hate going to school for the first time. I need to work hard and study but I just can't and I don't know why. I know that Hannah would understand. She would help me cause she knows the feeling. I'm afraid. What if I fail? What if my dreams don't come true? What if I get really depressed? What if I will have problems in high school? I'm just so scared of everything. My dad told me that he'll took my phone everyday when I finish school. I won't talk to Hannah that much... Just on weekend and holidays but that's okay. I think that it'll help me. I just need to fix everything but I'm losing faith. I don't believe in myself that much. It hurts. Hannah will help me. I hope so. I have nobody but Hannah and Callum. Callum is Hannah's friend. He's a great guy,I really like him. He's a good friend and I don't want to lose them. Hannah and Callum are all I have. I love them both so much!!❤️❤️ 
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Song: A little too much-Shawn Mendes