Without you (currently being edited)

Chapter 17

 Author's Note:  Sorry for the cliff hanger.  Thought this would be "the" chapter.  Strong language and some sexual content.  Please don't read if your a minor!  Sorry if the editing is bad. I did the best I could! let me know what you think! Thanks for reading :o) 

 Ellianna's PoV-

   I slowly start to wake up and my head hurts a little.  When I moved my hand and realized I was laying on someone my eyes shot open.  O.God I'm in bed with a man because no woman has abs like this.  I close my eyes and try to remember where I am and I feel the mans chest rise and fall.  I look up and see Gage with a smile on his face slightly laughing.  I just closed my eyes and laid my head back in his chest and groaned.  Then Gage said "you didn't forget where you were did you beautiful?"  I remove my hand from his chest and roll over and throw my arm over my face.  I quickly remember him kissing me and what he said about wanting me to remember him being in side me.  I think I moaned again.

     I feel Gage move and then my arm is removed from my face and he is looking at me with that grin again.  I just looked into his eyes and didn't say anything and then he asks "how did you sleep?" with a ear to ear grin on his face.  I'm not sure I can talk with him laying on his side so close to me.  Then when he puts his hand on my stomach and it spans across my entire mid-section.  I know I won't be able to form words now.  My breathing picks up and my chest is moving up and down but I don't break our eye contact. 

      Then he moves on top of me and I have to spread my legs to let him lay on me.  He grabs my face on each side and looks into my eyes. My hands go straight to his biceps. God they are big.  I can feel how hard he is and I know what's going to happen now.  I must have been drunk last night because I wasn't nervous at all and now I'm a mess.  I quickly realize that he is very close to my face, my breathing is uncontrollable, and I remember I probably have morning breath so I take my hand and cover my mouth. 

     He gives me a small laugh and takes my hand away and I managed to say "I have morning breath."  He just smiled that smile and said "I don't give a shit, I want to kiss you and then I'm going to have to take another cold shower." Before I could say anything he smashed his lips to mine and I know I gripped his biceps harder and moaned again.  Damn! I can't even explain how I feel being sober and having his lips on mine.  My stomach clinches again and I feel how hot I am down there.  The ache is apparent and I feel like I'm going to explode.  His lips on mine makes me feel like I was missing something in life and now I'm not.  I suddenly remember him say something about another cold shower and wonder why he said that.  I don't want him to stop and I have a feeling he will. 

     When he broke the kiss and laid his head on mine I remember last night completely.  His breathing matched mine again and then he said without looking up "I'm going to go shower."  I can't believe I said it but I wanted him to know I wanted him. All the nervousness I felt two seconds ago was completely gone and said "I'm not drunk anymore, I'm sure I'll remember everything." That earned me growl from Gage and another kiss.  He pressed into my pussy and I was sure I was going to explode.  Just when I was sure things would go further he broke the kiss and jumped up. 

     Not having him close I immediately missed him and noticed the tent in his pants and looked up at him.  He wasn't smiling and looked mad and said "I wish I had time to make you remember but we have to be at the hotel in an hour."  I sit up on my elbows and just about ask him if I made him mad when he turns and walks to the bathroom door and says over his shoulder "go get ready and meet me downstairs." 

     I sat there for a minute not moving and heard the water turn on.  What the hell?   I finally get up and walk over to the chair and grab my clothes from last night and out the door.  I notice my things are gone and make my way to the spare bedroom.  I open it and seen my stuff on the bed.  I quickly wonder how they got in here and make my way to my bag.  I pull out my shorts, tank top, and bikini.  I grab my bag and head for the bathroom.  When I enter the hall way it's still empty and walk across the hall to the bathroom.