Read // Taohun

VI

"Have you ever even had a girlfriend? Are you so pure that you've never looked up 'titties' on google images?"
The younger boy said teasingly, lightly running his tongue along his pouting bottom limp ever so lightly.
Tao was surprised by these words. He thought Sehun was a good kid, but the words that came out of his mouth not even five seconds earlier revealed that Sehun was dirtier than the bottom of Tao's shoes.
The older boy looked at the younger one (who was practically on top of him at this point), and gracefully flicked him in the forehead. Sehun recoiled when Tao's finger hit him, leaving a bright red mark, but teasing his hyung was quite entertaining.

"Come on man, we're friends. You can't just not tell me about your masturbation habits!" Sehun said, trying to make himself sound as heterosexual as possible (little did he know that Tao already knew he was gay).

Tao gave the younger boy a look of endearment, and crossed his legs, looking oddly sophisticated and King-like. Tao decided he was just going to ignore the words that came out of Sehun's mouth, and hopefully it would make him disappear.

Sehun clearly got the message that he was being ignored, but that wasn't going to stop him from pestering the older boy. He wanted to get to know Tao better, in more than just a friend way. Sehun already knew how Tao felt about him. He had heard Tao in the middle of the night, moaning out his name while in a deep sleep, and he even recalled hearing him wake up and mutter curse words as he realized that he had to clean his sheets that had been soaked during his dream.

The silence was quite awkward to say the least, and Sehun just stared at Tao, hoping to break him into saying the three words he had been begging to hear since they first met: "I love you."
However that day would never come because Sehun was incapable of love, and he knew this. He had his fair share of relationships with other men, but he had a hard time staying committed to one guy, so the longest relationship he had ever been in only lasted a month.

Tao could feel Sehun's eyes searching all over his body. He could practically feel the tension building between them, and he was waiting to pounce on him, or have Sehun pounce on him. And although he held such a deep lust for the younger boy, he felt Sehun could never provide him with what he needed, love. He knew Sehun was incapable of putting someone else before him. He was always getting in and out of relationships, and this kind of behavior is what made him dislike the younger boy. They were both equally naive, but it was obvious that Sehun was exceedingly more naive than him.

"Dammit," Sehun said, breaking the silence. Tao looked over at the boy to see him running his fingers through his rainbow colored hair, and biting his lip.
The older boy just raised his eyebrows in question.

"Tao," Sehun stuttered, "I need you."

- To be continued -