Read // Taohun

IX

Dance practice sucked.
It sucked because Sehun couldn't keep his eyes off of his former lover. The former lover who was covered in marks left by Baekhyun, the former lover who had dyed his hair bright blonde, and the lover who had once told Sehun "I love you."

The anger that was built up inside of Sehun caused his dance skills to deteriorate, and he was becoming a waste of space (that's what the management said). Suho noticed the black cloud that hovered over the boys head, and he called him outside after practice was over.

"What's wrong?" Junmyeon asked. His voice was warm and tender, and it made Sehun breakdown in all the right places.

"I," Sehun began to sob, "I'm tired of watching those two," tears dramatically streamed down his face, "I'm not worth anything anymore."

Suho pulled the younger, but taller boy into his arms. Sehun rested his head on the leaders broad shoulders and sobbed into them. As any good leader would do, Suho tried his best to calm the sobbing boy down.
Sehun removed himself from the older boys shoulder, looked into his deep brown eyes, and ferociously kissed him.

"I miss this, Suho," Sehun panted as he pressed his leader against the wall.

"Sehun, don't you think you might regret this?"

"No. If that lying bastard can move on so quickly, don't you think I can too?" Sehun began to nibble on Suho's ear.

"No. Not really. You don't need to let out your anger with aggressive love. That's not how it works. Now can you please get off me?"

The younger boys backed away from the wall, and his hyung let out a big sigh of relief.

What the hell just happened? Did Sehun really do that? Did he really just angrily kiss Suho, of all people?

"Oh my god. Junmyeon I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to do that."

"It's fine. I guess. Never really done anything like you other youngins have, but you know there's always time for a new experience." Junmyeon just awkwardly laughed it off.
He was just slammed against the wall and violently kissed by the youngest member of his group, and he was laughing?

"Sehun your naiveness is so cute." Junmyeon pinched Sehun's cheek, "let's head back to the dorm."

Junmyeon looked down at his watch to see that the time was 11:11.

"Oh, it's 11:11. Let's make a wish!"

Sehun laughed and said,
"I wish to fall in love."

This statement made Junmyeon's heart sink. Sehun was just a kid. He had his entire life ahead of him. And he was actually letting something so small get to him? What exactly did that Tao do to him?

When the two finally arrived at the dorm, the other boys were watching a movie, but Tao and Baekhyun were nowhere to be found.

Sehun noticed their absence and he slumped back to the room he shared with Junmyeon.

"Are Tao and Baekhyun to cool to watch movies with us now?" Junmyeon scoffed. Who did they think they were?
The leader was so frustrated and angry that he ran stomped into Baekhyun's room, not even knocking, to find the two smoking cigarettes without any clothes covering their thin bodies.

"Absolutely not!" Junmyeon yelled at the two, "take those cancer sticks out of your damn mouth and have some decency to put clothes on!" That's when Junmyeon started screaming. He started screaming about how irresponsible they were, how Tao was the most immature person he had met, and how Baekhyun was beyond selfish. The yelling made the boys in the living room pause the movie.

"THATS IT! EVERYONE MEET IN THE LIVING ROOM RIGHT NOW!"

The eleven boys had never ran so fast in their lives. Junmyeon had never been this angry before.

All boys gathered into the living room, and watched as Junmyeon's face turned into a bright red color.

"I AM TIRED OF THIS! EVER SINCE KRIS LEFT YOU GUYS HAVE BEEN THE MOST DISRESPECTFUL PIECES OF SHIT I HAVE EVERY MET! WE'RE ALL MAD THAT HE LEFT, BUT THAT DOESNT GIVE YOU AN EXCUSE TO HURT EACH OTHERS FEELINGS ON PURPOSE! I HAVE WORKED MY ASSES OFF FOR ALL OF YOU AND THIS IS HOW YOU REPAY ME?! DO YOU THINK ANYONE ASKS ME HOW I FEEL? NO! GROW UP GUYS! THIS ISNT JUST A HOBBY ANYMORE, ITS YOUR LIFE AND IF YOU DONT WANT IT TO BE YOUR LIFE THEN YOU CAN PACK YOUR BAGS AND LEAVE! I DONT WANT YOU HERE! GO! JUST GO!"

His yelling abruptly stopped and he stomped back into his room. The bedroom door slam shut and no one dared to leave the living room. The rest of the night, the usually loud dorm was dead silent.