PHAN FICTION

The Proposal

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I would like to express how excited I am to make this book! Phan is my life (not as much as KerenYehezkely but I'm still in love with them.) Oh yah, Keren thank you so much for introducing me to Dan and Phil and for inspiring me to write this book. Thank you so much for your encouragement and feed back and mostly for being my friend. Ily! Just so everyone knows, Dan and Phil are not dating in the beginning of this one. That is important to know while reading Phil's part. Thank you to all of my readers for staying with me for all of these months! Now let's get on with the phan fic!!!

Dan's POV

As of right now, my life is perfect. I have a job that I love, I have the internet, which I love, And most importantly, I have a person that I love. Phil. I don't know what I did to deserve that blue-eyed boy.

He is the perfect person. He is kind, smart, funny, loving, and the list just goes on and on! He is my main source of joy in this world. I look forward to seeing him everyday. I can't describe the way I feel knowing that I live with him.

That I can see him everyday. Pretty much whenever I want. It is incomprehensible, to be this happy. Even if I lost everything else that brings me joy, as long as I have Phil, I will be complete.

Having him is what makes me randomly start crying tears of joy, fall asleep with a smile on my face every night, and constantly remind myself that I am a lucky person. Lucky beyond comparison.

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(Still Dan's POV. Now we are in their flat. Phil is making breakfast for him and Dan. And by breakfast, I mean two bowls of cereal.)

"So Dan, I met this girl last night........" Phil says to me. As he says this, I suddenly start to worry. I know that I shouldn't be jealous. That is an ugly trait. I mean we're not even dating, but I so badly wish we were. I love Phil and I want to be with him for the rest of my life. I just have one fear.

What if he doesn't feel the same way? Why if I pour my heart out to him and tell him how I feel, and he is disgusted and never wants to speak to me again?

"Hmmmmm...... Who is this girl you speak of?" I curiously say in a friendly tone. I would never want him to know how I actually feel right now. "Well, I met her last night at the market. We were both buying granola bars and she asked me which I recommended. So we got in to this conversation about breakfast bars and that lead to other stuff. The point is, I'm meeting her for dinner tonight. Isn't that exciting?" Phil says.

"Yah! Very!!" I say. Even though on the inside I'm dying. First of all, how could Phil decide to go out with a random girl because of a conversation about CEREAL BARS?! And secondly, what if this date goes well?

What if he really likes her? Am I going to need to make the choice between Phil's happiness and mine? Oh, Dan stop! You don't know very much at this point. Let's just wait and see.

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(Later that night. Let's just say this whole thing is in Dan's POV.)

Phil is on his date right now. He took this "girl" to a Chinese place a few miles from our flat. I'm sitting here, nervous as hell. All of these scary questions are running through my head. "What if the date goes well? What if he loves her? What if he decides to marry her and leaves me alone, in this flat, with no one?" All of these thoughts are making me want to throw up.

I get up to go get a snack when I hear my phone ring. I see it's Phil. So of course I immediately pick up. "Hey, how'd the date go?" I ask Phil. "Oh, it was wonderful! She is so amazing! But I will explain later. Right now I actually have a problem. Taylor (the girl's name) has already left and my car doesn't seem to wanna start. I have already called a towing company, but do you think you could come pick me up?"

I pause. I'm so upset right now. It's hard for me to speak but I reply anyways. "Of course! I'll be right there!" I reply.

As much as I don't want to talk to Phil about his date right now, he is in need and I must go and help him. I would be a pretty selfish friend if I let my despair get in the way of helping a friend in need.

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(Dan has now driven to the restaurant to pick Phil up.)

I get out of the car and look around for Phil. I spot him after a bit of walking around. I walk up to him. "Hey, thank you so much for coming to retrieve me!" Phil says. "No problem at all. Your like my best friend in the whole entire world!!" I reply.

"The only thing is that I left something in the restaurant. Can we quickly go get it?" Phil asks. "Sure! Let's go." So, I follow him in to the place. The second I we walk in, music starts playing and suddenly a bunch of our friends and family jump out and yell "CONGRATULATIONS!!!!" And I am more confused than I have ever been before.

"Phil, what's going on? Why is everyone we know here and congratulating us?" I ask very baffled. "Because we both have something very special happening in our lives. Well, assuming you agree to it." Before I can assume anything, Phil gets down on one knee. "Dan, I understand we have not been formally dating for the past couple of years we have known each other. Which is why I'm going totally off of instinct and asking you this very important question. This may very well blow up in my face and you may never want to speak to me again but I just have this feeling that we are meant to be together. Like soulmates! So I really hope this does not ruin the way you portray me forever but, Dan Howell, will you marry me?"

AHHHHHHHHHH!!! HABDBDJNFDMJEJSBSJDMFN! That is the only thing going through my head at the moment.

"YESSSSSSSSS!!!!! OF COURSE!! This is the best guessing you have ever done, Phil!!! I love you." I respond. HOLY CRAP! Did that seriously just happen?

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(Back at the flat after a nice dinner with friends and family. And a lot of tears of joy.)

Me and Phil have been talking for The past two hours about everything. Our feelings, our future, everything.

"Phil, I love you. I always have. I felt that connection you were talking about earlier. I was going insane not telling you. But I was to scared. Now I know better. But I still have one question. Whatever happened to Taylor? She wasn't real, right?" I ask Phil even though I'm pretty stupid for asking that question. "Of course not! Did you really believe that I would go out on a date with a girl that I have only ever had one conversation with about cereal bars?!?!?!?" Phil asks in a silly tone. "I guess not." I say as I let out a laugh.

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(At Dan and Phil's wedding.)

"I do." Phil says. And we kiss. I thought that my life was complete and I was happy when I had only just met Phil. But now that I'm marrying him, now that I know I will be with him for the rest of my life, every precious moment, I am feeling a whole new level of happiness that I never even knew existed.