PHAN FICTION

The Most Fun I've Ever Had

Phil's POV

Tomorrow, Me and Dan are going to start filming a really elaborate video for the anniversary of our coming out. It's been an insane year, but the best one I have had so far. In all my 31 years of living. Being in a relationship with your best friend while making all of the Phan-shippers happy? Nothing could compare.

Dan's POV
This is gonna be so much fun. Possibly one of me and Phil's best videos, by far. This one is more than just a random vlog or a silly challenge video. This video represents something serious. The best year of my life. This was the most fun I've ever had. It's Something very important to Phil and I.  Something very important to the Phandom. A group of hundreds of people that care about our relationship. Even before they knew we had one. It's like they're psychic. Unfortunately, we don't know most of these people. But that's what makes them so special. They care about us so much even though they've never met us. Or does that make them stalkers. . . . ?

Phil's POV{The day of filming}

I wake up in a daze. I couldn't fall asleep last night until almost 4 A.M. The reason might have been that I was up, scrolling through my twitter and tumblr feed. I go to look at my phone to see what time it is. "Holy shit!" I scream. Oh my god. . . . . IT'S 1:00. I promised Dan I would get up early to make this video cause there is a lot to film and then a lot to edit. This was so important. I'm such an irresponsible jerk. 

I shoot out of bed and begin to sprint down the stairs yelling "Dan! Dan! Dan!" when I get downstairs, I see Dan, sitting in the lounge, having a cup of tea. "Dan, why didn't you wake me up? Ugh, I'm such a jerk. A better question would be, Why didn't I wake myself up? I'm really sorry. I couldn't fall asleep last night and I guess I slept through the alarm." I say frantically. 

"Phil, I didn't want to wake you up because I thought you would have had the courtesy to do that yourself. I thought this was important to you. I thought you were excited. But apparently not excited enough to actually wake up for it. You sleep all the time and I specifically asked that you get up early to shoot this. And don't tell me you 'couldn't fall asleep'. You and I both know that you were up on twitter and tumblr." Dan rants angrily. 

Wow. He knows me too well. "Maybe. . . . I'm really sorry." I say. "Don't bother apologizing. We'll just film tonight and edit tomorrow and hope we get it done in time." Dan says in a disappointed tone. "Well, if you cared so much about it, you would have woken me up instead up being spiteful and letting me sleep." I reply. "I don't care? Really? You think I don't care? I wasn't being spiteful, I was upset that you didn't care enough to get a good night's sleep. You never care enough. You are always either being lazy or dealing with something else that's 'more important'. More important than me. More important than our relationship. Why are you so annoying half the time?"

"Oh, so now I'm annoying? Just cause I didn't get up on time to film your, 'precious little video'. If you really loved me, you would respect the fact that sometimes, I do things that are stupid. I'm Phil. Why do you say that I do things that are more important than our relationship? You know there isn't anything in this world that is more important." I reply. "Yes, but i'm highly doubting whether or not you do." Dan says. 

Dan's POV

I can't believe Phil would do this. I thought I was important to him. "Yes, but I'm highly doubting whether or not you do." And with that, I storm away. This whole morning has been a disaster. I'm really doubting whether or not Phil is actually invested in our relationship. Maybe if I hadn't met Phil, I wouldn't have to deal with this pain. I mean I'm constantly bothering myself with "maybe he doesn't love you." It would be so easy if it went away. All of it. I just wish me and Phil had never even met.