Looks Are Deceiving

Chapter 4

Previously...
"Caine your hurting her." I hear a familiar voice and let go of Myra to see him. Oskar. I jump into his arms and hug him. He hugged me back and him grip was firm and protective. I felt safe and happy. Two things I haven't felt in a long time.
Now...
I started to cry. "Milly, what's wrong?" Oskar asks
Milly? Wow no one has ever called me that, I like it. I look at Oskar and smile. "Nothing is wrong, I'm happy" he smiles back at me.
"You are gorgeous, do you know that?" I blush from the compliment but deny it.
"No I'm not, I'm plain." I tell him sadly. Suddenly all at once I remember all these names people have called me and start crying hard, I can't breath and my body feels weak. I heard Oskar calling my name faintly but he is right in front of me. I don't know what's happening but its never happened before, its weird and I don't know how to stop it. My vision goes fuzzy. Then it goes black

I wake up in what I believe to be the nurses office. A lady walks in. "Your finally awake, you gave everyone quite a scare. Its fine, you just had an anxiety attack." She tells me quite quickly. I nod.
"Can I go back to class?" I ask her.
"Sure, I'll just give you a note, I'm Anne by the way, you can come see me when ever you like." I smile at her and she smiles back. She hands me a price of paper and I walk out of the office. I start walkimg, then I realise that I don't know what period it is. I look at the note. 11.05. Third period. And its Monday, I have work skills, with Lukas, Kainda, Dani and Oskar. I walk in and see our teacher Mrs Krispler I hand her the note and sit down in between Kainda and Dani.
"Hey Amelia, I heard what happened at lunch, are you okay?" Dani asked me. I nod
"Where's Oskar?" I ask no one in particular.
"He went for a walk he was worried about you" Kainda answers. As soon as she finished her sentence Oskar walks in the door, he sees me and practically jumps over the desk.
"Are you okay? Did the nurse clear you? Were you allowed to leave? Amelia what the heck happened?" He speaks so fast I can nearly answer each question with a letter before he is onto the next. I cover his mouth with my hand.
"I'm fine, yes the nurse cleared me. Im not allowed to leave, no one is. And Anne said I had an anxiety attack" I tell him. "I get that you were worried but you didn't have to ask so many damn question in the space of two seconds, okay?" he nods. I remove my hand from his mouth and he sits at the desk across from me. The rest of the period (which was only half an hour) we just sat and laughed and talked randomly.

*END OF DAY*
I ran home as fast as possible. I was happy. And I was amazing. I ran inside and yelled for mum, she popped her head out of the kitchen and I ran towards her. She looked confused but I just grabbed her and engulfed her in a massive hug.
"Mum, I discovered something. I'm alive, and I love you!!!" I scream happily. She looks startled then she starts laughing. I'm in such a good mood that not even Luca can put me down. He walks in the kitchen with an angry look on his face. "LUCA!!! Guess what, I love you, I forgive you!!!!" I ran up to him and wrapped my arms around his waist. He tenses as I hug him, but I don't care. I don't know what I did to deserve how my family treated me but my mood is amazing. I realised during fifth period that I shouldn't keep holding on to the things they did to me, I need to live in the future not the past. So I forgave my family. I haven't forgot what they have done but I want to have a good relationship with them and have that room gone. I want to have my friends over and they can become my family too. I want my family to be a proper whole family filled with love. So I forgave them. I let go of Luca and he doesn't look mad, he looks confused. Dad walks through the front door.
"Where is everyone?" He calls out.
"Kitchen" Mum replies. He walks into the kitchen and I run up to him.
"DADDY!!! I love you sooooo much, I'm sorry if I screwed up but I forgive you and I love you." Why does everyone in the room look so startled? "I decided that, I shouldn't hold onto everything. I want my family to meet my friends and to have family come into the house. I want us to all be happy and love each other. Luca, I want an overprotective big brother that can stand his little sister getting hurt, Dad, I want you to threaten any guys who thinks they can date me. Mum, I want you to be happy and walk into my room randomly and tells me to stop sulking and get her ass ready for shopping. I want a lovely smiley family. I want to be while. I know this is sudden and probably shock but please. I love you guys" by the end of my speech I'm crying. Its not of sadness its hopeful tears. I hope they accept.
All of a sudden Luca picks me up and throws me over his shouler. He walks outside. Opens the gate to the pool (did I mention we have a pool) and chucks me in.
"Cant have an overprotective bro if he doesn't throw you fully clothed into the pool. Im sorry, about everything I have ever done, I'm willing to start fresh if you accept my apology. I love you too Slut" he says a mix between seriousness in his voice as well as a jokey tone. Mum and Dad walk outside hand in hand.
"We're sorry too. We love you sweety and we will try as well." I start crying, I get out of the pool as fast as possible and pull them all into a group hug.
"I love you guys" I whisper to them.

*4 hours later*
So we had a family discussion on how to improve our family. Luca is going to anger management meetings to help him. Dad is going as well, but too a different one. And mum is going to get a job so we can go on random shopping sprees together. I am going to do a time table up, I'm starting hockey again, I'm getting a job and putting in certain hours for study, some for family time and some for me time. Family time is going to change weekly, from going out for dinner to having game nights. I'm really happy, I'm going to change my life around.

*Sunday*
Dani: sorry about the status, I didn't know you and Oskar broke up.
Me: Neither did I.

Hey guys sorry about the late update, I'm really happy right now, and I cant sleep or stop smiling. No clue why, I just am. . Anyway. I'm going to TRY to get them up more, I am doing the same as Amelia, no more sadness, HAPPY TIME. AYE! *Fairy Tail Reference*
Okay then. So again sorry for the late update
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