Looks Are Deceiving

Chapter 7

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(Seven is my lucky number) Anyway... On with the story!!!!!

I woke up on the bed I fell asleep on, only difference is that I am no longer tied to the bed posts. My wrists and ankles sting from rope burn. My eyes hurt, I feel the tears run down my face when I remember what happened last night. Everything was going so well. We were getting to be a family and then, why did this happen. I ran to the door and opened it a little. I listened to see if anyone was in the house. No signs of anyone speaking or moving. I open the door and sprint to my room. I grab some clothes and go to the bathroom. I run the shower boiling hot. I grab a sponge and scrub myself red. I could still feel every touch. Every disgusting thing they did to me. I could feel it. I tried to remove the memory but it just wasnt work. I turn the shower off after about twenty minutes of scrubbing. I got dressed and went to my room. I grabbed my blade. Don't do this Amelia.
Do it, your useless, not even your family loves you. You a slut.
I pushed the blade into my upper arm and cut myself. I got lost with the pain. It was wonderful. Nothing exists. Its just the pain. And the blood. It was amazing. I loved the pain. This is my drug. My way off forgetting. My way of leaving this life of a moment. But all too soon it ends. Its not enough. I keep going. More cuts. I can't stop. I make another twenty of so cuts on my upper arm. Being sure they can be covered so that no one knows. I am that Happy girl everyone believes I am. I will shut off emotions. I will fake the happiness. No one will know what is really going on in side my head. No one but me. I sit for a while looking at my arm. Watching the blood run down until it stops and the blood dries. This is how it will be.

My family lied.

So I will lie back.
I won't let anyone in.

There is no god.
There is no cure.
There is no life.
Its all for nothing.

I'm alone.

But in the end....

Aren't we all.

Hey guys. This is just a really short filler chapter. Please play the song. It is amazing. Its from and anime that my Best friend made me watched. Its called Angel Beats and it will make you cry. If it made her cry. I'm pretty sure everyone will get tearing during quiet a lot of the episodes. Anyway. I am sooo happy right now. My book has got over 100 views. And that is AMAZING. Thank you guys so much.
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