Looks Are Deceiving

chapter 6

School the next day was sunny and so it was hot, living in the desert in summer is the worst. Oskar obviously told Lukas, Cane, Kainda and Myra about everything that happened last night. Lukas was furious, Myra and Kainda ran straight up to me and hugged me and asked me if I was okay, Oskar yelled at me and he asked me to show my wrist, which I did he was stumped as to why they were clean. I tried to turn of my emotions but it didn't work, I wanted to be happy but all I felt was sadness, I was down. I was so low that I could feel the frozen ice from the ninth gate of hell. I didn't know what to do, Sam tried to cheer me up but it didn't work, And Dani she felt bad for being the first to know Oskar broke up with me. I don't know how to react. But mum doesn't know which Is great, no one else knows, so I'm good. I have seven short cuts on my left arm. But the school shirts cover them so I'm fine.my teachers were noticing my mood changed and they tried to get me to talk with Rain but I didn't really want to. A new girl came into the class today and she hung out with Rain. I think her name was Deirdre or something I can't remember. I didn't pay attention, I did what the teachers told me and then I stared and a wall or out the window and thought. Of all the names, and the hurt all the pain. And how the one person who said would protect me broke his promise and hurt me the most. At lunch he came to talk to me, before he could even get a word out I turned to walk away, he grabbed my left arm. I winced at the pain. Hr turned me around and pulled up the sleeve.
"Amelia.."
"Don't, just leave me alone, you've done enough." I shook his arm off me and walked to Myra as fast as I could, I hugged her tightly and she hugged back, she didn't let go, not when I started to cry, or when I started to sob, she just held me and she kept whispering that it will be alright.
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Mum went out to her new job at a bar tonight and Dad went out to join his mates for a beer, Luca was in his room as usual so I had Netflix to myself. I was watching Fairytail when dad came home.
"Hey, slut" he slurred. "You shouldn't be watching this shit, you have no right to enjoy yourself." He came toward me and turned off the TV. "Hey Luca!" He yelled upstairs. I heard Luca stumble down the stairs. As he came closer I smelt alcohol on him too. Oh no, please no. Dad grabbed my shirt and threw me into the coffee table. I was winded in the process. Luca pulled me to my feet and started to take off my shirt. I tried to push him away but Dad just grabbed my arms and lifted them above my head. Luca eventually got my shirt off and took off my bra. He started to squeeze my boobs. He took one of my nipples in his mouth and continued to squeeze my other boob at the same time. I was squirming to get out of my dads grasp and to move away from Luca but him bit down hard. I scream out in pain. All these horrible memories of the past came back at me, this was twice as bad as normal and they had only just started. Dad kept both my hands in one of his and he removed my shorts and panties with his other, he rubbed my clit to try and get some moisture but it didn't work.
"Dad, please don't. Please" I begged as I cried. Luca slapped my face.
"Shut up slut, we are having fun here" he yelled in my face "dad let's take her to the dungeon" (the room of horrors to me) Dad let go of my hands momentarily so that he can put them behind my back before pushing me into the 'dungeon' dad pushed my onto the bed. The mattress is hard and it has no pillows or blankets, but for them, they couldn't care less. I tried to make a run for it but Luca caught me and he tied role around both my arms he then threw my back on the bad and fiend the rope to the top corners of the bed. Dad then tied each of my legs to the bottom ends of the bed. Luca went back to ducking my breast and dad put his hand on my vagina. I rubbed my clit but I tried to move away. He slapped me and roughly inserted his finger. I cried and cried begging for both of them to stop but they didn't. I hated this. Both Dad and Luca took off there pants, Dad positioned himself at my enterence while Luca came up to my face. Luca grabbed my hair in a fist and roughly began to fuck my mouth, I gagged and cried. Luca was groaning and I felt dad try and moisten me up but- both thankfully and unfortunately- it didn't work so he gave up and slammed into me. I screamed in pain as he began to pump into me hard and fast. It was painful and scarring, all the sounds of the room were terrifying, my screams, skin slapping against skin and both Dad and Luca groaning in pleasure. I feel Luca's seed spill into my mouth, he kept his penis there.
"Swallow" I shook my head and I felt him harden. "Swallow like the good slut you are." He kept were he was and I had no choice but to swallow. I felt sick to my stomach at what was happening. I felt Dad splill his seed into my, he finished with a satisfied groan. He pulled out of me and he got dressed. He left with no words and I was still Herr tied to the bed with a tear stained face and Luca. He finally pulled out of my mouth but I know he wasn't finished. He grabbed something from a table next to the bed. When it came into view I saw what it was. A lighter, he is going to burn me. He took dads position in between my legs. I felt him at my entrance. He put the lighter on my ribs and set it off. I screamed from the intense burning, Luca plows into me and I screen louder. My voice is beginning to become hoarse from the screaming and Luca. He slammed into me roughly and he kept moving the lighter around my stomach and setting it off. I eventually lost my voice and layer there silently screaming. I wish this would all end. Luca threw the lighter and he leant down and began to suck on my boob. He began to go faster and I felt him grow inside of me. He spilt another load into me and he got off me and got dressed. He turned off the light and left the room. I was stuck in the dark room. I eventually fell asleep, To the nightmares that await.