Kat left back to New York. Nobody went with her to the airport. She went with that guy she cheated on Harry with. Everyone is on Harry side though. He says he fine but since my bed is next to his. I know he's not he fucking cries himself to sleep. Its been like two fucking weeks. Well I guess I can't really blame him. Heart breaks a bitch. Happen to me before Niall, Louis, Trenton, and a few others. Never really had good luck. Well not until now I have Louis. But it took me to be pregnant to make him reconize I love him. But what I get out of it? Louis and my loving child. Which I still don't know if its a boy or a girl. Look at me how did I get from talking about Harry depression to my happiness. I'm messed up in the head. Talking about Harry I haven't seen him all day. I got up from my position on the couch and walk to the bedroom area. Everyone else was outside in the living room except Harry.
I heard crying come from Harry bed. I couldn't take it anymore with his crying. I pulled back his curtain. The image in front of me froze me. I couldn't process what I'm looking at. Right there I see Harry with tears running down his face and knife up to his arm. I grabbed the knife from his hand and throw it. Luckly he didn't cut himself yet. I jumped on his bed and pulled him into a hug. I let him cry into my shoulder. I closed the curtain so nobody can see us. I few minutes later he stoped crying and pulled back he couldn't seem to look me in the eyes. I pulled he chin up so he can look me in the eyes. He looked so broken.
"Harry why did you try to do that?" I ask the question that was burning a hole through my mind. He didn't answer right away.
"Because Kat left me" he said with a few tears slipping down his face. I put my hand on his cheek I wiped away the tears with my thumb.
"I didn't know you were that in love with her that you would go that low and cut yourself," he didn't say anything. Giving me the oppurtunity to keep talking. "Hun I wish you would have come to me and talked about it. You need to know that I will always be here for you. You are my friend. And you shouldn't cut yourself for a stupid bitch that couldn't see the wonderful thing that she had right in front of her. But now that I think of it I'm lecturing you when I did the same thing. But at least you had someone to stop you."
"Wait what about Alex?" Harry said.
"Don't get me wrong. Alex was always there. But she never thought I was in that state. Between you and me I was in a depression for about 4 years."
"Oh wow I'm sorry."
"Don't be. After those four years I finally had enough. I kicked my ass I had to get out of these depression. Anyway away from that topic. Just remember I'm here for ya don't forget."
"I won't. Thank you Violet. "
" No problem babe. So what do you say we go out to the living room and you and the other guys drink some beer. While I drink some soda or something" I said while pulling back the curtain and getting off his bed. Harry chuckled but nodded in agrument and jump off the bed too. We walk into the living room. Everyone became quiet and looked at us.
"Gosh everyone got quiet like some one died." I said while walking into the kitchen. Since I can't grab six beer cans and a soda can. So I called Harry over. By the look on Louis face he didn't like that I called Harry over. I gave four cans to Harry and grabbed two cans for my self. Then I grabbed a can of soda. I walked out to the living room with Harry in tow. I gave Alex a can and Louis a can of beer then sat next to Louis giving him a kiss on the lips.
"No seas tan celoso" I whispered into his ear. (Translate: don't be so jealous). I pecked him on the lips then open the can of soda and took a sip. Louis looked at me and smiled.
" What the hell does that mean?" He asked.
"Nothing. Just open your beer and drink." I said. Everyone each has a can of beer.
