Its been a few days since that weird dream and everything I find it funny that Alex got stabbed. Messed up brain so today im leaving. The docter gav eme the okay to fly so Alex and I don't have to drive thank god so my belly ain't that big. But i finally have baby bump. You know what my mom still doesn't know about thus baby. Ever since she kicked me and Zayn out the house I haven't talk to her. Anyway me and Alex are gonna live in a apartment together until the boys are off tour in a few months.
Any way since i'm on the topic of Zayn I haven't really talked to him since I found out i'm pregnet with Louis baby and now i'm his fiance. Well before I leave I am going to sit down and have a talk with the boy and thats what I am gonna do right. I got up from my space on my bed. I walked into the living room where Alex and boys sat watching tv.
"Hey Zayn may I talk to you for a minute." I said. He nodded his head. "Ummm alone now." I added.
"Oh yeah of cource." He said standing up. I lead him through the bunks to the closet where I can pack and talk to him. I leave everytging to the last second.
"So what do we need to talk about?" Zayn asked.
"Well we haven't talk for a long time. So I wanted to know if we are friends." I asked him looking at him.
"To be honest no." My heart dropped when he said. I guess he notice and he explained.
"I can't be friends with you cause i'm still in love with you and it would hurt me to much." He said. I stood there in shock
"Look Zayn you know I love.."
"Louis yeah. But I want you to now I can love you more than him." And with that he left. I sat on the floor. Omg did he really just said that. He still loves me.
"Hey Violet we have to leave for our flight." I hear Alex yell.
"Okay." I said standing up wipping a few tears that fallen from my face and grabbed my bag pulling it behind me. We traveld to the airport. Where we shared tears and goodbye. When the announce our plane we hugged and kiss again.
"Bye love. Have a good flight take care." Louis said while giving me a kiss.
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So we just got into our flat. During the whole flight I kept hearing Zayns voice saying he loves me. My life is messed up.
(Hola,
sorry its been along time since I wrote im just messed up. What do you think about this and im sorry if the song doesnt work on the side its more then this by one direction. Sorry its short. I like thank my friend Al cause she told me to write. Vote if you like comment cause i want to know what you think and follow if you want i guess. Wove you all. Byyyyyyyyyyyyyeeeeeeeeeeee.
-Kelci)
