I'm wondering why my life is like this. What did I do to deserve this. Some feelings that I thought would never come out came out. Just my luck. Everytime I think of Zayn I feel a pull towards him. I feel my heart swell up. He was the one that was always there for me the one who even when I loved someone else still wanted me. These things I have never notice. I do love Zayn but I still have feelings for Louis.
*knock knock*
My heart sped up. What if thats Zayn? I can't face him now I can't. Before I could get any more anxious a voice added to the knock.
"Violet are you in there? Can I come in?" I hear Peyton voice come from the otherside of the door. I wiped my tears that had fell from my eyes before I spoke.
"Ummm yeah. Come in." I said sitting up in my bed and wrapping my blanket around me. Me and her has really grown together. We became quick bestfriends. She walked in but when she saw my face she gave me a sad smile.
"Why have you been crying?" She asked closing the door and walking over to me.
"Its nothing. I'm fine." I said putting on a fake smile that I wear all to well.
"You sure cause your face shows a different story. Come on tell me. " She said. I blow out a deep breath
"Don't freak out. But I think i'm in love with Zayn." I said looking down at me fiddling hands.
"What!?!?" She said looking at me bewildered. "How did this happen? Where did this happen? Tell me everything." So I told her everything from my feelings and his feelings to what happen in the bathroom. When I was done she looked surprise then she gave me the biggest smile ever.
"Oh my God. I can't believe this. This is great." She said.
"Wait, what? How is this great?" I asked astonish.
"You can forget that arse. And move on to Zayn." She yelled happily.
"No I can't do that. Because I stil kinda... might... still lo.. like Louis." I said stumbling over my words.
"What? Why the heck would you still like him. He cheated on you with your bestfriend when he knew you where pregenent. He doesn't adore you as much as Zayn does. You need to get that through your brain. Anyway I have to go me and Liam are going to the movies. Call me for anything." She said getting up and going out the door.
Her words hit me hard and made me think. Why do I still like Louis? Look what he has done to me. I'm a mess. I'm pregenet and he can give two shits for me. Have I made a mistake about trusting him and letting him into my life? Did I pick the wrong boy to fall in love with? My thoughts got inturrupted by someone walking into my room. I looked up and meet the brown eyes that made my heart swell.
"Hey" Zayn said.
"Hey" I said back.
"Look i'm sorry for trying to kiss you." He said looking down.
"Hey its okay. I leaned in too."
"But its just that I know you are still in love with Louis. It was wrong for me to lean in like that. You don't like me like that I totally understand." He said about to walk out.
"Wait don't leave." He turned toward me I can see a hint of hope in his eyes. "Your so wrong. I don't care that you tried kissing me. Its just that its different when I like.. liked Louis. Your also wrong about me not liking you I actually really like you. I've been liking maybe even love you since the begining. Its just I never realize til now." I said finally looking up at him. He stared at me for a while. The corner of his lips started curving up into a smile. Which I returned. He slowly walked over to me and sat down next to me on my bed.
"So does that mean I can kiss you right now?" He asked. I looked into his eyes. I can't believe I never saw how much love he held in his eyes for me. I nodded my head yes. He leaned in slowly as I did the same. Our lips connected and sparks flew.
"What the fuck." A voice said making me and Zayn part from each other. My mouth droped open.
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