(A/N hey guys long time no see wait a minute you never saw me. Gosh I just confused myself. Any who I am so very very sorry for how long this update took. But with the drama in my life and me starting high school my life been hell. But i'm gonna try my best to update books every wenesday and saturday. I have been having headace latley but here we go hope you like it and also please read author note at end. Thank you so much.)
Alex and I have just unpacked everything in our new flat/ apartment. Whatever you want to call it. Alex decided to give me the big bed room. I couldn't have cared less. It has a big bed too. It so fucking confortable.
Right now I am sitting on my bed with my laptop on my lap. Listening to music and just singing. Got nothing else to do. Alex left to the store for some grocery. I have been craving alot of milk and coke. Yeah I mean together in one cup. Don't say eww till you tried it.
'I told them all were to stick it I left time with a dime in my name' My cellphone ringed. Text message.
I unlocked my phone. Text message from Louis.
From: Boobear
Hey babe. I have free time lets skype.<3<3<3<3<3
I smiled at the text I open my skype on my laptop. I clicked on the Louis skype button. He popped out on the screen. He was wearing a beanie and he looked tired.
"Hey babe. How have you been" I said watching Louis yawn.
"Fine love. Just tired. You?" He asked smiling.
"Well I would be better if you were here." I said.
"I know just a few more weeks." He said fixing his beanie. I took a drink of my coke and milk.
"So how the rest of the boys been?" I asked.
"Good. Umm what are you drinking?" Louis asked with a confused look.
"Coke and milk." I said with a smile.
"Oh weird but sorry love I have to go. Love you. Miss you and the baby bye love." He said then got off. I didn't even have time to say goodbye.
Now what do I do? Wait I know what to do. I open a new window on my laptop. I typed in twitter. I posted my message out to my fans and 1D fans
'Hey guys well i'm bored here all alone. So if you want to talk to me. Go to omegla.com. Type in kitty cats. So if you want to talk ask question go there.'
I went on omegla.
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I've been on omegla for an hour now. Meet some fans saw some disturbing things. Escape.
A girl poppee out on the screen.
"Hiiii i'm Violet. Are you a fan?" I asked.
"Oh my god your Violet Rios. I can't believe it. I get to meet my idol." She said jumping around.
"Thank you its nice to meet you. Whats your name hun?" I asked
"Cherry"
"Thats a unique name. I like it. You must know the me and Louis are naming our baby Pandora."
"Yeah thats such a nice name. My I ask were you've got the name."
"Thats the whole reason why I went on here. For you guys to ask question. Pandora was just a name that sounded unique to me. I like the idea that everyones different."
"Oh. This might be personal with all the rumors out there. About how you just had a baby to just get Louis money. How do you deal with it?"
"Well I have the attitude where I don't give two fucks what people think of me."
"Wow I wish I was like that can I tell you something." She asked a little scared.
"Yeah of cource you can. You can tell me anything."
"Well your really gonna be the only one who will know." She said rolling up her sleeve. I nodded my head for her to continue. She rasied he arm to the camera. " I umm have been bullied and my mom doesn't pay any attention to me." All on her arm was cuts.
"Oh hun. I'm so sorry." I said. She started crying which made me cry.
"I don't know if I can go through this anymore."
"Look hun. Don't think like that. Your life is gonna be better and you are a beautiful girl. Between you and me I had those same thoughts going through my head. I did cut before. I also tried killing myself. But then I meet Louis and that all change."
"How do you know my life will change."
"Cause it will. You just have to believe. Promise me you won't cut anymore."
"I I I promise."
"Okay here i'll give you my number and skype. When ever you need just skype or call, text whatever. No matter what time okay."
"Really thank you." I gave her my things then we said good bye and I offically got off omegla. Wow that was tiring i'm gonna go to bed.
(Hola,
so what you think. I'm wicked tired I hope you like it. Next post would be saturday. Ummm please don't hate on me i'm very stress. I love you all my little kitty cats. Wove you. Byyyyyyyyyyyyyyyeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
-Kelci)
