"I can't do this shit anymore! Bad luck after bad luck! Why does this always happen to me! I try my best to be good and not be bad!" I yelled while tears stream down my face. "Why me why me." I said quietly letting sobs take over my body.
"Ms. Rios its not your fault it happens." The docter said trying to calm me down.
"I can't believe... gone... just gone." Louis said standing next to my bed holding my hand in comfort with tears of his own going down his face.
"I'm sorry. When your ready to go you can." The docter said walking out. I sobed harder while Louis pulling me into a comforting hug. My daughter gone. Pandora. She didn't make it. I couldn't care for me. She was my baby. She was to young didn't get to see the world. Why did God have to take my baby?
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Its been two years since Pandora died. It was hard. I moved to Australia. I lost touch with the boys a year ago. We just drifted apart I guess. So much for they be there forever right. I live alone in apartment and I work at a backery. I really miss the boys. They were my only family.
"Hey Violet are you okay?" Zach my co worker and bestfriend asked.
"Oh yeah just I poked myself in the eye." I said whipping away the tears that have fallen zach didn't look convince.
"Okay. Well your shift over you should go home." Zach said.
"Yeah I guess. Bye" I said taking off my apron. And going out the door. It was a warm summer afternoon. I remember that summer when I saw the guys and got into the big fight...
FLASHBACK
"Can we talk Violet please" Niall ask.
"Ohh look asshole number one speaks" i said sarcastically.
" Look Violet I know you don't like me but can we please talk." He begged.
"What is there to talk about you cheated on me after 4 years and told Harry, Louis, and Zayn not to tell me. Which they did until Zayn found the heart to tell me. Do you know how much I love you? Wait no loved you, you lost the love I had for you." By this time the tears were following freely." So do not come up to me and say we need to talk when we have nothing to talk about. You hurt me and told my friends to lie to me. All the emotions that I had for you turned into hate. You can't change that now." With that I turned around and reach for the handle of my yellow VW. Before I open it I turned around.
" All I want to know is why did you hurt me that much on purpose too, did you even love me?" I ask with tears still going down my face.
" I didn't mean to hurt you that much and I did love you i still do." He said.
" Yeah right cause hurting me totally showed me you love me bye forever." I said and with that I stepped into my car and drove off while i sobbed quietly.
FLASHBACK END
I think I was a little harsh on him. See but he broke my heart. But atleast I saw them again but Zayn had to get hurt. But I also had to get kicked out my house by my mom...
I shot out of bed and grabbed the bat that I keep on the side of my bed. I live alone most of the time I need to protect myself somehow don't judge. I creep down my stairs without it making nosie. I feel like and ninja. I slowly walk into the kitchen. The lights turn on.
"Ahhhh" I yelled.
"Mom what the hell you scared me to death."
"What are you doing with a bat and who is behind you"
