Love Me Through it All (KidxCrona AU)

Chapter 10 - Crona

I can't function. I can't think. I can't do.

"Time of death, twelve forty-eight pm."

"NOOOOO!!! YOU CAN'T DO THIS TO ME!!! BRING HIM BACK!!! BRING HIM BACK!!!" I fell to the ground letting all tears break loose. "BRING HIM BACK!!! BRING HIM BACK!!! BRING HIM BACK!!!" two nurses ran to my side trying to talk me out of it, trying to tell me he isn't coming back in the nicest way they could. I couldn't believe it. "IT'S JUST A DREAM!!! WAKE ME UP!!! BRING HIM BACK!!!"

"Sweetie...it's all over now. I'm terrible sorry but we can't bring him back. He's not coming back. His head suffered-"

"I DON'T WANT TO KNOW WHAT HAPPENED I JUST WANT HIM BACK!!!" I curled up in a ball and covered my face and sobbed harder. "He w-was b-bullied t-t-t-to death...HE DIED BECAUSE HE WAS BEAT UP BY THE SCHOOL BULLY!!! DAMMIT!!! THAT SORT OF THING SHOULDN'T EVEN EXIST!!! WHAT KIND OF CRUEL WORD DO WE LIVE IN!!! HE DIDN'T DESERVE THIS!!!!!!" I was screaming as loud as I could. I'm sure the entire hospital could hear my wails.

"Sweetie...we understand your pain. But now we need you to exit the room so we can properly take care of the body." I shook my head letting out another wail.

"J-just let m-me say g-g-goodbye..." I stood up using the wall behind me to support my shaky legs. I took a step forward but instantly fell back to my knees. So I crawled. I crawled to his side. I reached up and took one of his cold hands and used it to help me stand up. "I-I'm sorry K-k-k-kid...this s-shouldn't h-h-have happened to y-you..." I leaned down and kissed his nose. "I l-love you...I'm s-s-sorry we d-didn't have m-much time t-t-together...t-thank you for t-treating  m-m-me the way you did..." I sniffled and let a few tear drops fall onto him. "I-I promise...I promise t-to f-find y-y-your parents f-for you...I-I'd do a-anything t-to bring you b-b-back to life...r-r-r-r-rest in peace..." I placed the last kiss we'll ever share together upon his lips. More tears fell as I felt how cold his lips were. As reality hit me, he really isn't coming back. It's impossible. I let out one more sob before I slowly let go of his hand, watched it fall to his side.

Bye, I'll always keep a space for you in my heart.

I headed out of his room just like the nurses asked me to with heavy steps. Taking one last glance at him before sprinting down the hospital hallway, bawling, shrieking, wailing. To anybody who I passed while thrashing down the halls knew I lost someone important and gave me looks of sympathy. What good do looks of sympathy do, anyways. Can they bring him back? No. No one can.

I wasn't even running to the exit. I was just screaming and running in circles around the hospital. My eyes were so blurred with tears I couldn't see where I was going. I ran into a couple walls. A couple passing people. A drinking fountain at one point. My arms were swinging around uncontrollably, I knocked a few frames off the hallway walls with them. People probably thought I looked mad. Insane. Like I belonged in a mental hospital.

Two paramedics eventually grabbed ahold of me and told me they were going to escort me back to school. They drove me back to school. Dropped me off at the entrance. They didn't say a word. I didn't say a word. There was nothing to be said. I opened the double doors and walked inside. Tears still steaming down my face. I looked up at the clock to see that it was already the beginning of Fifth hour. I dragged my way down the hallway to my locker to get my fifth hour binder. I glanced into each classroom as I passed by. Nothing was different. No one knew. No one cared.

I opened my locker slowly and placed my binder in it and grabbed a different binder. I looked in my locker mirror to see just how bad I looked. My face was beat red and my eyes were swollen. My hair was messed up and there was still numerous tears falling down my tear stained face. I tried to wipe them away, but more just kept coming. I shut my locker and was about to turn around to go to my class but ran into something. No...someone...a murderer.

"Hey pinky boy, where were you at lunch? Huh?" I tried to move past Wes but he grabbed my arm preventing me from moving.

"I-I was at the h-hospital, W-w-wes. Now let me g-go..."

"What a mental hospital?" He joked.

"N-no. I-I was in a r-regular hostipal. W-watching my f-friend d-d-die!"

"Oh?"

"Y-your a m-murderer. Y-you know that, W-w-es?"

"The hell you talking about, freak?"

"T-the fight y-you had with K-k-k-id t-this morning? Y-you caused s-serious brain damage t-to him. And n-now he's dead!" He laughing. He freaking laughed.

"I didn't know you had a single joke in ya."

"Y-YOU THINK I-I'D BE CRYING IF I WAS JOKING?!" He let go of my arm and backed off.

"Whoa..."

"YOU KILLED MY BEST FRIEND BECAUSE WHY?! BECAUSE YOU THOUGHT WE WERE GAY!? NEWS FLASH WES, I'M A FREAKING GIRL!!!"

"Gee...I'm sorry..."

"YOU KILLED HIM AND ALL YOU CAN SAY IS SORRY?! H-he was my b-best friend. A-and n-now he's g-g-gone. MAYBE YOU SHOULD BE BURIED RIGHT NEXT TO HIM!!!" I jumped I top of him like a cat and clawed at his face.

"Get off of me you crazy bitch!!!" He pushed me away and I fell to the floor. I curled up in a ball and screamed.

"I WANT HIM BACK!!! GIVE HIM BACK!!! BRING HIM BACK!!!" Teachers began to come out of their classrooms. Most of them were speechless but one spoke.

"What's going on here?!"

"WES KILLED HIM!!! HE KILLED MY BEST FRIEND!!!" By now students were peeking their heads out of the classrooms.

"Everyone back in their classrooms! You two come with me to the office!"

The teacher came over to me and helped me up off the floor and supported me to the office. Where I told them everything. Wes denied and denied and denied. Wes denied everything. Till I came up with the clever idea for the principal to call the hospital. They clarified the fact that a fourteen year old kid of the name Death the Kid died within a half hour ago. And the injuries showed signs of a deadly beating. They were putting him through the autopsy now. They called the police on Wes and they were on their way to investigate. I had to stay after school to answer questions and explain what I saw happen. It all went by in a blur. I was blinded by my tears that wouldn't stop. I barely remember, but I eventually ended back up at Kids house. I climbed into his bed submerging myself in his smell. And cried until I finally fell into to sleep.