Love Me Through it All (KidxCrona AU)

Chapter 15 - Kid/Crona

We headed to our assigned seats, put our luggage above us and sat down next to each other. Almost as soon as we sat down Crona rested her head on my shoulders and closed her eyes. I know that she has been having a bit of trouble sleeping at night so I can understand why she is so tired. It's nice see her sleeping peacefully. I smiled and took my phone out of my pocket as the train began to move forward.

Crona

It's dark. Why is it so dark? I don't know how to deal with darkness. It scares me.

Crona...

What who's that...?

Don't you wanna talk to your mama Crona...

Mama...?

You know who I am, Crona. In fact you've met me before...

I have?

Nurse Gorgon ring a bell? I'm right here...

Where? I'm looking everywhere but all I see is darkness.

Doesn't matter, little one...what does matter is that I realized that giving birth to a mistake like you...could be useful...

How?

I need a guinea pig...someone to excitement with...so, come back to mommy Crona...help your mother out will you?

Help the one who abandoned me? Called me all those names? Told be I shouldn't have ever been born? Why should I listen to you?

My, my, what a sassy child. I'm your mother dear Crona you should listen to me. So if I say turn around and look at me, you turn around.

You can't make me. I'm starting a new life now. You are not going to boss me around.

Ahh, but you see Crona I can. You're my puppet. Connected to my many strings!

Why am I all of a sudden moving? I don't want this? I don't want to move my arms! Your bending them backwards! Stop you're going to break them!!!

Oh I am?

AHHHHHHH!!!

And what about your legs too? What if I break them too!?

STOP!!! YOU'RE HURTING ME!!!.

Am I now?!

STOP PLEASE!!!

You're broken Crona, you're limbs are just as fragile as your heart. Just wait till that boyfriend of yours starts to pull some strings. Then you'll come running back to mama.

He'd never!!!

Just wait...soon he'll learn that you're just a worthless bitch. Just like you are to me.

He'd never think that, he told me he loved me!

People lie Crona...

He wouldn't!

Just wait...

I woke up to someone shaking me and calling my name telling me to wake up.

"Crona, please wake up, Crona, please!"

I opened my eyes and looked up at Kid with tears streaming down my face.

"Crona what happened? Why are you crying?" He asked as he used his thumb to wipe away a few of my tears.

"I-I-it w-w-was j-just a-a-a n-nightmare..." I stammered.

"Do you want to talk about it?"

I shook my head no. "I-I-I-in a l-l-little b-bit..."

He nodded understandingly.

"K-kid..." I whispered tears filling my eyes again. "Y-you a-a-aren't lying to me...a-are you? D-d-do you r-really l-love me...?"

"Crona..."

You're a worthless bitch and I hate everything about you. Such a waste, you are.

That's what I heard him say. Even though that's not what he said at all. My mind was going crazy. Medusa...my mother...was consuming my thoughts. I knew Kid would never lie me or hurt me, but I still broke down into tears.

"Crona, I love you. I really do. Please don't cry...It pains me to see you be so sad..." But my mind turned his words into something completely different again.

I love seeing you cry. I really do enjoy your pain.

It's like I'm possessed. I here what he's saying, but a separate mind of mine is turning it into something else. It made me cry even harder than I already was. Thankfully there wasn't many passengers on the train and there were only two or three people watching the scene I was making.

Kid was embarrassed, though. Even I could see that in the state was in. I could see the glares he was getting from the others on board. They thought that he was the cause of my tears. For that reason Kid stood and scooped me up out of my seat beginning to carry me bridal style down the aisle. He walked to the train's bathroom, opened it with his foot and walked in. Instead of placing me on the dirty bathroom floor he was kind enough to sit me on the sink.

"Crona, look at me," He said as he placed both his hands on my shoulders. The worry in his eyes proved to me that he cares. "I need you to talk to me."

"Y-you d-d-d-don't love m-me, M-m-medusa s-said so..." Kid looked at me with pure shock.

"Crona that's not true in anyway..."

Crona I hate you.

"I-I-I know t-that's not w-what your s-s-s-saying but you're still s-saying it t-t-to me!"

"Crona you're not making any sense!"

You sound like an idiot Crona.

"I-I'm n-n-not a-n idiot!"

"I never said you were..." Kid fell to his knees and covered his eyes. "What did I do wrong..." He whispered to himself. He looked up at me, redness surrounding his golden eyes. "Did I hurt you Crona? Did I do something to hurt you? If I did I didn't mean to and I'm more than sorry. I didn't mean too."

It took his tears and red eyes to finally get me to understand what he was really saying. I hopped down from the sink and kneeled down in front of him.

"K-kid I'm s-s-sorry I d-don't know w-what got I-into me..." I wrapped my arms around him and pulled him into a warm embrace. He buried his face into my neck. "I'm s-sorry Kid..." I whispered into his ear as I kissed the top of his.

I'm truly sorry.