Waking up at 3am to hear your mother crying out in pain has to be one of the worst things to happen.
Listening to the nurses talking about your mother having stage 4, incurable cancer is even more worse than that.
Only having 1 month left to spend with your dying mother is 10 times worse.
But hearing the doctor announce your mothers death only 2 weeks later is the worst pain.
The only thing you can do in a situation like this is lock everyone out and make sure no one is getting hurt from your pain.
Matthew and my aunt try to talk to me.
It doesn't work.
Jacks been calling and texting me none stop, hoping for me to reply one day.
That doesn't work.
Nothing works and nothing will ever work.
I'm just a broken girl with no mother, no father and no siblings. I have no one and I'm ok with that.
I don't want anyone to see me like this. I'm not going to hurt other people.
Matthew deserves more.
My aunt deserves more.
Jack deserves more.
They all deserve more and that's what I'm going to give them.
They don't need me.
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أدب المراهقينDo you ever feel like you're the only person on earth with problems? Like you can't tell anyone about them because you're ashamed and embarrassed...because that's how I feel. I've lost people in my life that I cared about the most. I'm 15 years old...
