invisible ☹ c.h

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calum

i wake up, screaming. tears running down my face as memories come back to me.

"it's just a dream. it was all just a dream." i mumble to myself.

but it wasn't. it was all real.

i never got to say sorry or that i love her.

i never got to say goodbye.

i bring my knees to my chest, sobbing into them. i just wish i would forget. i wish things were different. but the past is the past. i can't do anything to change it.

soon enough, i was once again crying myself to sleep.