Bonus Chapter

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I'd like to give a mega thanks to everyone who's read this!

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Suicide: The Hunger Games
Even just the main line in the song says it all: loving you is suicide. If you decide to love someone in the Huger Games, it's not going to turn out well. Either you kill yourself or they get killed and you're dead inside.

Everywhere is still

everything is restless in my heart

I hate the way this feels

suddenly I'm scared to be apart.

The days are dark when you're not around

the air is getting hard to breathe.
These lines are kinda just saying how much you love the person
I wish that you would just put me down

I wish that I could go to sleep.

Loving you is suicide
There it is!
I don't know should I go or should I stay?
Should you let yourself be killed or stay alive?
I'm tryna to keep myself alive
*Gestures wildly towards lyrics* COME ON PLEASE SAY YOU GOT THAT
knowing there's a chance it's all too late.

But I heard you say you loved me.

That's the part I can't forget

and I wish that you'd come save me

cause' I'm standing over the edge.
About to kill yourself
I should let you go

tell myself the things I need to hear

but my brain is wired wrong.

That's why I'm loving you when you're not here.

Feels like I drown in your every word

and every breath that's in between.

Somehow you got me where it really hurts

And it's killing every part of me.
Yes, you love the guy
Loving you is suicide.
Yup
I don't know should I go or should I stay.
I already did this line
I'm tryna to keep myself alive
Exactly!! You want to survive the Hunger Games!
knowing there's a chance it's all too late.

But I heard you say you loved me

that's the part I can't forget.
Loving the other guy
And I wish that you'd come save me boy

cause I'm standing over the edge.
About to die for you
loving you is suicide
Exactly
and my world's about to break
People's worlds do break when they're thrown into the Hunger Games
And I... had as much as I can take
No one can stand the Hunger Games very long
and love is a long way down.

Loving you is suicide

and it's getting harder everyday.
Because there are less people!
I'm tryna to keep myself alive
YES
knowing there's a chance it's all too late.
YES
And I'm way past every moment

but I'm still determined to fight
STILL SURVIVING
and I know it's taking all my strength
YUP
to keep the emotion alive.

Loving you is suicide
Bam

So hopefully a lot of you got that the first time you heard it. Isn't it perfect? The classic Hunger Games love story?

Anyway, here are some fun facts:

I didn't think I would finish this so soon.

I was planning to have Sam live and Crimson die, then I planned to have Scarlett and Sam die but Crim live, then the real ending happened

I was also thinking that Crim should be Scarlett's older sister instead of twins

fabulous_newt gave me Crimson's name. Thank you so much!

I was too lazy to write all of the training days so I had her be knocked out for those days

I was also too lazy to write all the beginning stuff so I jumped right to the stylists.

Scarlett has black hair and deep blue eyes. Crimson is an exact image of that (just with a scar)

Scarlett was about to be Snow's great-granddaughter, then she was goinhg to be his dsughyer, then I settled with her being the granddaughter.

I slipped a hint about Crimson in the Introduction. Did anyone see it...?

I randomly picked the names Sam and Anna from a baby name website.

Crimson's name was going to be Cocco, which is a part of the Latin word for Scarlet (or red? I don't remember) but then I hated it so I asked for help

I completely randomly came across Suicide. I had no intention to use it from the beginning. Listening to music helps me overcome writer's block, so I was just playing random songs, and Boom!

I published like 4 or 5 chapters in one day after a three day break (sorry for that wait, btw)

I barely had any writer's block while writing this. It was just that one time when I was listening to music, and that was just because I had so many ideas I didn't kniw what to do, and that I was really crazy busy (but now it's Christmas break HALLELUJAH so I have tons of time to write)

So again, thanks to everyone who's reading his right now!! Love you all!

Don't forget to vote and comment your opinions or any questions you have!

Here are my other books:
The Betrayer (Maze Runner fanfic, I'm trying to finish that one next)
Forbidden Love (Harry Potter fanfic)
Parkour (completed)
Darkness and Flame (Parkour companion)
Haunted Lake
And this one!

Thanks again and have a great day!!

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