S.N.O.B.

Chapter 2

I started choking on my spit I literally had no idea what was going on.

My lawyer jumped up immediately and started patting me on the back.
When I could finally breathe he stopped. "Thanks I said." "Yeah" he replied heading back to his desk, on his way back I just caught him mumbling something that sounded a lot like. "I can't lose you too who else would pay me."

I was scorned at his harsh cold words but when he sat down I pretended I heard nothing.

I then spoke up about what was on my mind currently driving me crazy.

"Wait so who else did my mom....I mean did she have any other....like..." I had to take a pause to just breathe in all this new information clogging my air ways.

"Ok what else did my mom say?" I recollected myself and realized this was not the right time or place.

"Your mother also said: "I have enclosed a letter for you and your sister. You have two letters 1 for now and another for after a year speaking of which. I want you to take a break from your job and go and live with your father for a year. I know this is a shock but those are my terms for you to receive all I have left you as well as more requests and explanations for you I'm so sorry and I love you more than you know. I have made sure our lawyer is silent about everything in this and I hope that you will know what information to release. I trust you... forever in your heart your mother."

I thanked my lawyer and bid him farewell then I got into my limousine and told the driver to take me back home.

I opened the first letter and began to read it.

I know your heart is pounding and your head is screaming obscenities at me. I feel I was taken from my little girl too soon and I really wished I could have. Throat cancer it was a damn long fight but a week ago the doctors told me it was over. I know you're wondering why I just gave in why I didn't fight. I was always stubborn but I thought I was ready not as ready as I could ever be no one's  ever really ready for death. I love you and kept you so busy the last few months you wouldn't notice I've kept it so hidden that no one except my lawyer and doctor knew. It was too late but I still fought because I needed to make sure you were okay without me. You just graduated high school and I think you're ready to jump into the big bad world. I wanted to introduce you to it just as I introduced you to pre-school, middle school, high school and modelling. There are so many things I'll never see you go through in the flesh but in your heart I'm there every step of the way. I know you will feel alone, its always just been the two of us the dynamic duo. I can't imagine what all this feels like for you. Must be hell. I know you're alone but that's why I requested that you go stay with your father. I know you're questioning my sanity but I figure its best you are able to surround yourself with blood relations. I hate your father our divorce was so bad and left us both in the dumps I can never forgive him but that's just my issues with love I would never have left my other daughter with him if I didn't believe in his capabilities as a father. I left you an address to go to him from the 1st of January till the 31st of December and if you enjoy it you can start up your career in his tiny little town. You have two more weeks to do the following. Haha I know. I have a lot of requests for a dead person.

invest in two foundations supporting children and adults suffering from cancer
go shopping i know retail therapy is your thing there is a separate 50 million for you plus your own cash
I want you to accept all interviews and jobs you get I know you love me but don't use me as an excuse I want you to ventureout and do as you please
let go of all our staff there's only one person now I also want you to sell the house.

Listen to me I have your best interests at heart and I love you. ALWAYS AND FOREVER...

p.s. your sister is 20 and is staying in town in her family's house to take care of her family who is  financially challenged. She has brown hair and green eyes and pretty.

P.p.s be nice I know you not everyone lives like we do. I love you my little S.N.O.B

I laughed, cried ,was serious and depressingly sad and maybe I little angry but I was overcome with happiness at the mention of my pet name my mom and I used to use it made me feel closer to her. When I wouldn't eat certain foods she would call me a snob but made it S.N.O.B to make it like I was a secret 007 agent who knew when certain foods were killer poisonous and in refusing to eat I was saving people all over the world. My mom was my rock, my friend and my partner not something a lot of people could do in one or at least not for me. In this moment I thought of all my moms requests as I secret mission and no matter how hard I would try to fulfill her wishes and make sure to spend the best 12 months of my life with people I didn't know no matter how hard I would stick it till i was on my knees begging to be put out of my misery.