Sunset. (Twilight spin off)

What now?

picture of Eli and Bella in the meadow.^^^^^

Eli's pov:
I can't believe I did that, yes even tho she is my mate I didn't want her finding out about me being a vampire like this. But as she layed down she didn't seemed scared. How I wish I could read her mind in times like this. I looked her in the eyes and knew we had to talk about it sometime. ''What did you see Bella.'' Trying to figure out if her mind comprehended what see had seen. ''I saw you saving me from that mountain lion by drinking his blood.'' She still seemed to say those words with joy. ''So you know what I am then?'' I asked her wanting to be sure about her mental state how could she express joy in a time like this, oh how I wish I now had Jaspers Empath powers. ''You're a vampire Eli but don't be scared about me telling anyone, why would I want to endanger the species I wanted to meet for so long?'' She said back at me, what is wrong with herwhy would she want to meet us? ''Why would you want to meet us?'' I said in a fairly soft tone. ''I don't know, I just know that ever since I first read a book about vampires I fell in love with your kind. Something just seemed to pull me in.'' What is this human saying I don't understand her at all. ''We are monsters Bella, we need to drink blood to survive how could you ever want that?'' she gave me a sad look when I said we we're monsters but it's the truth and its time that she knows it. ''you're not a monster Eli you're just a creature trying to survive just like we humans are, we kill thousands of beings everyday. What is one more or less gonna change?'' I couldn't look her in the eyes after that but what she saud had some truth in it. ''Because we have no souls Bella.'' She started to look angry now and with some fire in her words she said ''How would you know! You can feel Eli don't you get it you saved me you obviously wouldn't have if you didn't care at least a little. So just keep telling yourself you have no soul, how else would be be able to feel?'' ''You're right Bella." I said how could I deny that Knowing what I feel for her. Al of a sudden the sun broke trought the clouds and Bella started to scream. ''GET OUT OF THE SUN ELI GET INTO THE WOODS!'' She started to push me into the direction of the shade, but I wanted her to see wanted her to really see what kind of a monster I am.

Bella's pov:
The sun started to shine on him now but when I pushed him he didn't budge. Then I saw the flickering of diamonds cmming of of his skin he's so beautiful. ''How could the be?'' I asked him sort of speachless because of his beauty. ''It shows what we really as Bella, Cold as rock lifeless. It was made for killing to make us even more beautifull like we would need that.'' He said with a smirk on his face and then he was gone.