You Took the Pain Away

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Papi Pov

I woke up in the window bed in mommy and daddy room. I got up and looked at the clock, it was 2:26 am. I went in my room and looked for my IPad. I got it and went back in the room. I started watching a movie got bored so i called Fah, i really didnt mean to e mean to her i was just angry. SHe didnt answer so I watched a movie . THen she called back.

FaceTime Convo

Papi: Hey

Fah:Pap what are you doing up

Papi:I woke up and i cant go back to sleep

Fah:Oh okay, you alright

Papi:Yeah.. i sorry for being so mean to you

Fah:Its okay Papi you dont have to apoligize

Papi: Are you mad at me for moving with dad

Fah:No, i was just a little sad but ill be okay

Papi:okay, but will you still come and see me

Fah: i dont know Rihmeek

Papi:Please

Fah:RIHMEEK! Stop asking me that

Papi:Dont yell at me... im sorry, now im starting to think that you dont love me anymore

Fah:Rihmeek

Papi:What

Fah:... You know what im on the way but im only coming to see you for a minute okay

Papi:OKay

FaceTime Convo End

I waited downstairs for 30 minutes until I heard a knock at the door. I opened the door and she bent down to my level.

Fah:Papi this will be my last time seeing for a minute buddy

Papi:Where you going

Fah:AWAY!...I told you to stop asking me that

Papi:Why are you being so mean to me

I looked at her face she she was gettting mad about to cry. I started to back away but she grabbed me by my arms.

Papi:Let go.. Your hurting me

Fah:Stop it! Pap I cant do it anymore, you say you love me but i know you dont

Papi:But I do

Fah:Would you move back with me

Papi:No, i wanna stay here with mommy and daddy

I see what this was all about she didnt was actig his way because im moved with dad.I dont think i should have said that because she grabbed my arms harder and her eyes were turning red. I started crying

Fah:NICKI IS NOT YOUR FUCKING MAMA OKAY,GET THAT THROUGH YOUR HEAD.*sighed*I dont mean to break your heart but ... No one loves you, Nicki dont love you, your dad doesnt love you, I dont love you, nobody loves anybody.

Papi:Why would you say that

Fah:Because its true... Pap when i leave, i wont come back. Im going away and I dont want you to call me or anything. I need to escape for this life

Papi:So you dont care bout me anymore..

Fah:I don *pause*... Me and Kendall are going away and you stay here with your new family.. Rihmeek I... I gotta go

She let me go and started to walked to the car.

Papi:I love you Fah

Fah:Dont say that Pap.. Dont tell me that you love me .. dont do it