Falling In The Wrong Direction

Such A Diva!

"Hello Alfie, when you get this message come to the hospital please. I'm fine but need to chat, don't have a clue what happened last night. Love you babe"

I left Alfie a voice message because he wasn't answering his phone at all and I rang him 5 times!

*ring ring*

It was Alfie....

"Hey Alfie! Why didn't you pick up?"

"Been busy that's all, you okay?"

"I'm all good, can you come please? I'm a little bit lonely and none of the nurses have stayed for a chat this morning"

"Yeh sure little one, be right over"

I don't know how on earth to break this to Alfie. He's such a loving person, but I know who's just the right person to cheer him up! I rang Charleigh after:

"Charleigh! Hey, can you come over asap"

"Yeh sure, what's the big rush?"

" Im having all these emotions and stuff and I met this guy in the hospital and I had emotions for him straight away. We then kissed and stuff-"

She cut me off mid sentence.

"WHAT STUFF?"

"No, Charleigh. You are dirty minded! I mean he told me his story and I told him mine, he started crying. I hugged him and wiped a tear from his face and then I said 'see you round'. Is there any way you can cheer Alfie up?"

"You have messed up big time Emma! I'll come round though. And hey, how are you after last night?" She said the first bit shouting but them realised she was being a little harsh, I hardly even knew either of these boys! The accident had took me back to meeting everyone for the first time again.

"Im fine thanks, you? And thank you so much for coming round!" I said in relief.

"Im a little hung over, I went to a night club after your party. I felt in the mood, lol! First time in years"

"You crazy diva!" I burst out laughing as Charleigh said 'byeee' and put the phone down.

Alfie burst through the door about 20 mins later and Charleigh still wasn't here! This was going to be awkward.

"Hey Alfie. I need to speak you"

"Sure, whats up little one?"

"I dont feel your right"

"What do you mean, right?"

"For each other"

"So you mean you are breaking up with me?"

"Im so sorry Alf, I just want to be alone for a while"

I said it as meaningful as possible and tried not to make him upset, perhaps when I get to know him more as a friend we will get back together again.

"Well, I guess this is goodbye?" He said with tears in his eyes and empty arms.

"No! Its not goodbye at all. We've got to stay really good friends" I said attempting to make this less upsetting.

"I have to leave, I'm sorry Emma but if your breaking  up with me then I have to leave"

"Please dont do this to me Alf, I can't stand to see you like this!" I said. To try and make myself smile I told myself a reply that Alfie could have said to make us both smile, 'You're not standing, you're laid on a bed!' That didn't do anything, I felt frozen, paralyzed from the inside out.

"Its for both of us" He said kissing me on the head and slowly gliding out of the door.

I had no clue what to do after he had gone, Charleigh still wasn't here and it had been 45 mins! Where was she:

"Where are you Charles?" I asked frantically.

"Ive had an urgent call from Caspar"

"Really? Why?"

"I dunno, dont worry though. Everything is fine"

"Is there anything I can do to help?"

"No Em, everything is under control. I will call round to the hospital later to make sure your okay, okay?"

"Okay Charleigh, good luck with whatever has happened"

"Thank you Em, byeee"

"Byeee"

What on earth had happened? Was Caspar okay? If it was something serious maybe they would come into hospital? All these questions were running through my head, it all felt like a blur. I asked the nurse if I could go outside for some fresh air and she said that would be fine so off I went. So there's me, in my mucky white high waist jeans, my pretty much clean black and white long sleeved crop top and my hospital slippers dragging my machine behind me on my way outside. Charleigh rang again:

"Emma! Where abouts are you in the hospital?"

"Ive just dragged myself outside the main entrance, why?"

"We are on our way"

"Who is we?" I asked terribly confused.

"Me, Caspar and Joe"

"Okay" I said. I knew who Joe was from the party already. Although I wasn't too sure why they were on their way. After Charleigh and me had put the phone down I decided to just stay outside although it was sooooo cold! It was 4 days after my birthday which made it 6th Dec, it was almost Christmas! I hadn't even started Christmas shopping because of everything that had been happening. I have a list though: a phone case, Lush products, Body Shop products, chocolate selection box, note books, pens, pencils, key rings, scarf's, etc.... These could actually be ideas for Christmas gifts for friends or family. All of these things would probably cover all of my family and friends because I can get people the same thing but different design. Ive got to be out of here at least by Christmas! Ive been in for my birthday so what else do they want from me. Maybe I will ask Charleigh to buy the prezzies for everyone but then I wont be able to choose something more personal and from the heart! Nvm, I'm sure my friends and family will be supportive either way. All these questions swarmed me....
When will Charleigh be here? And why is she coming? Will I be out of here by Christmas? What is happening to my life!? All this will be answered eventually I hope....

I hope your enjoying it so far, the 'Christmas Special' is going to be up boxing day, sorry it can't be any earlier. Thank you for reading! I would also like to add in some recommendations for you to read, they are written by my best friends and are VERY well written and VERY good, hope you like them too: A Day To Remember, Wandering Through The Meadow, Internet Dorks, Adopted by Zalfie.