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Mess we've made by Aj Rafael and Tori Kelly

MESS WE'VE MADE by AJ Rafael & Tori Kelly

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HIS POV

Sobra na kasi Paul. Masyado nang masakit. Baka hindi ko na kayanin sa susunod.

I froze upon hearing your words. And my tears starts flowing freely through my cheeks when I hear the door shut. Akala ko kakayanin pa natin, kakayanin mo pa. Hindi pala.

Halos 5 years na tayo, and we had trials at it's best. We are strong as a tree. But the tree that is once so strong.. fell down. 

We fell down like a tiny tree.

We fell down just like the other trees in a storm. We died.

We died hopelessly.

The tree that is once full of love, died.

Our strength was gone and so is the 'US' itself. We lost in the battle. We lost in the battle that we've fought and left it there when we're about to win. 

At ang masakit pa, none of us wanted it. Wala man lang tayong magawa. We just have to stay there, look at it, as it dies slowly in our arms. Wala na eh, kahit anong gawin natin.. hindi na pwedeng isalba pa. Masyado nang sira. Mas masasaktan lang tayo pag tinuloy pa natin.

We were once so strong. But, what happened to us Kaye? I think, masyado tayong naging pabaya. Masyado tayong naging kampante na tayo na hanggang sa huli. But look what happened, wala na. Wala na tayo. 

We ended the wrong way. But, is there such thing as a right ending?

HER POV

I thought that we would last. Akala ko, ikaw na. Mali pala ako.

I planned out our future together. Pero, it looks like the future I planned, will never happen. It will stay as it is. A dream I dreamt with you.

Masyado tayong naging comfortable. Comfortable na umabot na sa pati relasyon natin, napabayaan na natin.

We're both to blame. Naging sobrang selosa ako. Ikaw, naghanap ng iba. I became too clingy. Ikaw, you started telling me lies. Isn't it wonderful? The perfect us became the worst.

Parang kelan lang, sinagot kita. it feels like just yesterday. It feels like just yesterday, we have the one of the best moments in our lives. Nung araw na yun, I feel complete. It feels like I'm on cloud 9. And when we have our first kiss on our first day, I dont know that there's a satisfaction like that ever exists. Parang it's too good to be true. It's so surreal.

Did you notice how perfect we are? Napansin mo din ba? Did you notice how our hands fits perfectly? And when our lips touch, did you notice too that everything around us disappears? Did I fit perfectly inside your hug? Kasi, ako, kapag niyayakap mo ako, it feels like home. Nothing's comfortable than your warm hugs. 

 But, look at us now. We're gone. I dont want us to end up hating each other that's why I broke it off. Mas maganda sigurong ganito na lang tayo. We're maybe hurting but not too much. Baka kasi pag sobra na, hindi ko na kayanin. Baka bumigay na ko. 

HIS POV

Nanghihina akong umupo sa sofa as I buried my face on my hands. Nakaka gago, sobra. Parang, nanadya. Kelan lang, kami pa. Masaya pa kami. Pero, look at us now, we're shitty as hell.

Sana, inintindi na lang kita. Sana, sinuportahan na lang kita when you got busy with your work. Sana inintindi na lang kita tuwing pagod ka. Sana hindi ko na lang sinabayan ang init ng ulo mo.